describing ummi as thin and tall
and saying ummi, not active in sport
definitely put ummi as being fragile.
she has kelantan roots
with arabic blood along the line
but she never mastered the accent
for being born in KL.
where she grew up thereafter.......
and in fact I can speak kelantanese better.
she is KN as you know
she is ummi as the two hug for comfort
she is a lady, very soft spoken
she is delicate, cepat terasa.
Over the years we been together
We learn to understand each other
There were times she had to endure my presence
There were times I had to appreciate her presence.
Getting into wedlock, so arranged
Life was extremely cautious
for everyone's sake so to speak
until Lienn came into picture......
the day KN became a mother.....
and slowly the constraints fade away...
but my mind still get itself locked
with dreams of yesterday
on what could have been....
I look at them, the three
they are depending on me
expecting husband and daddy
as what should forever be
next: ummi ngajar ngaji