feeling bad

not to be seen as nonchalant
i take all things within strides
as i glide
within the rugged terrain

It's not for me to complain
because I tune up for pragmatism
to attune and adapt

even under the darkest of sky


dienn..

sadness

emotional overflow.

as it glows

over the spirit of  heart.

sadness

sadness
is the time
when you can't hold back
even the tears.

It's my turn to say

Lets stretch far back to early years
when we share moments to the depth of night
giving meaning to the reality of friendship
as an entity without form but substance.

It was the period when waiting is killing
as we began to explore the core and the circumference
undertanding the constraint and yet kept sailing
as I mentioned about the two names.

The peculiarity of twist of fate
putting mkckzpn and me in a soup hotter than fire
pushing myself to the brink of sanity
retreating for  solace in a far away place.



As the the trauma healed over time
there is need for new chapter
and in their hope for a repair
pushing myself into a bout of another despair

It was Lia and then sister's friend.
and they cant find a better chance
not understanding what's in my mind
as I nurse the cut my way, my own way

It was you my dearest
the dearest of friend
that rekindle the flame
that I thought had been dim, never fire.



_______ dienn _______
twisting fate, tearing hearts

cry

as anyone else

I can cry too

The only thing is

I seldom show it

I have been hiding it

I put smile at the lips

and in words