The sign

The sign is spectacles

it is not the norm in web community
it's my way of saying "oh, I see"

The blog was created for one reason
a dedication to a dear friend i know
an interactive version of call and chat
to sooth mind and soul
to share little things that makes life

I have never retracted that solemn promise
to share and communicate, the way I see
a platform created years ago, a diary of sort
It's alright, come and see, a post a day

The letter box will stay as I breath my own soul
a concern for a dear friend, years I have known
Never mind the different routes we take
Where ever , journey will always be full of rocks and stones

I have never considered visiting and commenting
as disturbing privacy, 
For it had remained public, going without stopping
as statement of soul

Defining my life, as being complete
my dear, it could be premature
for journey is very long and far
not just family and business
my utmost concern by far is them
the needy souls, our company depending on
which explains the concept of expecting and accepting
and now I will add another, needing.
appreciating all, that had been contributing.
and as I get older, dosa pahala really get into picture

It's never easy to hold the pillar
as economy boils in ongoing turmoil
we only have people, creative and responsive
to the ever changing landscape of business.
It is hard to maintain success
but we strive and pray to god.

I too will pray for you and your family
to be strong, happy and successful
to hold and hug eliss, the sweetie
to accept all, your dearest hubby
and don't forget see things in all shades
as we see the colours of beautiful rainbow

do come, do visit
meeting a friend
over thoughts
life and soul.
as much as I
been dropping in
to see how's mummy doing.







........................... dienn.

phases of life

oh dear
how many phases
do we have to go through
as time moves forward.

and that will include
things within our own plan
and things out of our hands.

but we should take everything
and be thankful
to the tide of events.

and how would we know
the silver linings
over the big sky
the day before.


..... dienn.

Defining WHY and WHY

it's the total sum of steps

taken to arrive

which ever way 

we choose to go.

it's also about the total benefits

either way,

negative and positive

it's also about the aggregate of mood

being happy and it's opposite

as we move on

it's also about accepting

as we measure the appropriateness

on a scale yet to be defined.

finally it's whatever we treasure

that will evolve and grow

as long as we allow.

with the grasp of comprehension.

....... dienn

i told you once.

in such little world
we will get back
to yesterdays
as we prepare tomorrows
and i know
we will laugh
at each other
as we walk
and carry the bag of yesterdays.

za, nak pi Sabah?.., atau nak tunggu segar-segar sikit.

Life

No regret
everything comes for reason
we don't really know,

No worry
when future that opens up
is not as we plan

No hate
on events that come as arrows
hitting us from all angles
for we can never be hurt
or injured.

We just get stronger
bolder and wiser.

a slice

I whisper to her
I am not demanding for more
a slice will do

whatever
a fruit
a life
a love.

I will be contented forever.

the veins

I was watching the garden
the morning was finest
the sky was bluest
the birds were sweetest

as sweet as the little one
as we walk to the edge of time
with flowers in hands
love in hearts

everything is in the veins
my dear.



___dienn__

A dream

A dream
for the future
a dream
into reality you prefer

a dream
to see the big world
a dream
to see crowd
charting the earth as diplomat.

a dream
to venture into legal practice
another stint for further studies.

Set the tone.
but you are no more alone
my dear, talk it over at home.

my dear, 

you future, 

your dream, 

your adventure.

__dienn__
wish you luck, my dear

Erti sabar untuk seorang kakak

Aku doakan untuk kakak sejuta kesabaran
waktu-waktu dingin mencium pipi firdaus
dalam kusut jiwa membelai rambut naim
waktu melangkah tinggalkan adam
waktu pulang, segera mencari muhammad.

Ada mereka yang dikasihi Tuhan, lebih diuji
mengajak kefahaman nilai cinta dan kasih
walau derita pada mata, namun sayang dalam hati
demi kasih sejati anak dikasihi

Anja,

Katakan pada kakak
bukan hak kita, nafikan erti semua ini
walaupun sehari, kasih tidak terluak
hanya penuh kasih, teramat sayang
memaut semua sekali dalam pelukan, dalam kalbu
abang, adik, kakak, ayah dan ibu......

semua hanyalah ujian
untuk kita cari dimana hujung kasih dan sayang
demi anak, ikatan kasih abadi.......................




uncle dienn_________

I pray for your happiness

I always pray for your happiness
as much you would probably do to me

you will have a good start
to begin a lovely long-life
you have the capacity
to get on with it, embroil in it

I dont get on the same path as yours
Mine is different, tougher.
I had to take many years
to get back to the starting point
and even that, my stage is very primary
to go beyond mutual respect, fulfilling responsibility.

But you must go all out
the way you know best.
and in you, I have no doubt.

my dearest Anja...

nota:

dienn - ihavtogo- dienn

kalau anja hairan kenapa perlu ada entri
untuk tiap-tiap hari tanpa mungkir janji
terima sajalah, ini usaha memahami diri
dengan menilai semalam dan ini hari
sambil meninjau esuk apa pula akan terjadi.

Tidak ada usaha untuk mengasah bakat
kerana itu hanya untuk orang lain
yang berminat menulis demi duit penuh tekad
blog ini, cuma huraian corak warna  sehelai kain.

Anja tentu ingat esei pertama dulu
dalam email..... esei bukan dengan memaksa
esei berupa hembusan angin lalu
sambil mengawal diri, cinta dan rasa.


___ Dienn ___
I don't write for a living
I write to keep living.

Do what you have to do

Life is definite
even though we get to junctions
the next path is a choice
for better or for worse

We cannot turn back
to rewind
because it will forever hurting
unless we are able
to erase and redo.

we see stars

we stars up in the sky
very high beyond reach
we see moon in the sky too
made very visible when no clouds
hanging to hide the beauty of nights

the view will lighten the tantrums of life
so difficult at times, when tides hit tides
and when waves fall upon waves
as sands shift a little bit
to accommodate avalanche of moving water
a necessity in life
and yet disastrous with anger at times

to forget

it's alright to forget
hurtful things and episodes
but those remain as important milestones
within a forward moving journey
milestones are reminders
to come up with appropriate decisions
not necessarily better
but will somehow keep us in check
with calming antidotes

democratic right.

I wonder if she had registered
to exercise her democratic right
to choose

as a voter.

What you got to do.

Life is definitely a journey
always forward pushing through unknowns
always adventurous as we deal with success and failure
always tempting as we test the limit

Life is different as we sit and ponder
playing backwards what has gone wrong
scrutinizing the effects of each action
feeling sorry for certain episode of life
feeling helpless at times on tsunami of fate

Life is a definite course of action
moving forward with clear conscience
trying to distinguish choice, alternative and fate
as they come like a storm hitting you

But believing in God, we are blessed with
sincerity and clarity
to stay alive for another day

pain

say what we like

of things that had happened

it's pain all over

and it's not to be seen

it's only to be felt.

But it's bearable

as long as we walk on conscious mind

understanding reality as being ordained

pushing us a step forward.

you

believing in yourself

the depth of intellect

the breath of wisdom

the sharpness of collaborative minds

the sweetness of communications

is enough

to put everything in proper alignment

propelling for a clear destination

the young minds

I was in it again

to be with them

which I had allowed myself a few years back

in a mentoring effort

to see them coming out

with the strongest of strength

with young entrepreneurs

in our corporate social efforts

keep fit

 if i can remind you

to look after yourself

the indomitable spirit

the sweet innocence

the brightness of heart and mind

and bone, flesh and veins

keep fit

kissing

a kiss that we miss

not that it is not in the list

but because we walk into the twist

of turn of events and fate.