cherie amour

can i accompany you
to the shopping mall
as we have known
as dejavu
my cherie amour

dienn

Love in descriptive form...

fathomless depth... so deep you don't know where the depth ends.... you throw a stone into the love well, you cant hear the splashing sound.... you wait when it will hit, not a sound my dear....

we are not together, we try to understand and respect the little privacy of each, and yet we want to be together in every possible way..... we rindu dendam... we geram and yet we sayang.... tekak ketat, perut rasa kenyang, perut kdg2 rasa macam turun lift laju kebawah.... we can smile at every splash of memory

dienn

Love and Affection

magical
eternal
soothing
ever lasting....



dienn...

When time shrinked

There were moments when time slowed
like a snail on concrete footpath
as dewdrop   clinged at the tip
of a bright coloured lily leaf
and it took ages for the bulging dewdrop
to stay balanced, waiting for the right moment
to drop onto the ground.....
and it never happen....

As time inched to the morning
smiling at the rising sun
the dewdrop stayed and rejoiced
over the new awakening of brightness
and the dewdrop stayed, mesmerized all the way

and the dewdrop in its happiest mood
slowly vanished to thin air
as the sun rose higher over trees
and the ground said, its alright
there shall be another day
as time shrinked to its essence of sanity...



dienn.......
talking to her over dewdrop 

Feeling odd about myself

there are words moving in the sky

slow enough for me to read

those has meanings, yet i wonder why

and some words echo silently in my sleep

I write those words as they keep appearing

It's the repetitive words that make me wondering

Complication of issues coming snowballing

My fingers keep words in line, rearranging

It's the blood in me

flowing down to the knee

as I bow to destiny

making life pretty

It's the love I had

which I never forget

of a girl now a lady

and we shared so many.....

Over testing of time

I still say she is mine

dienn//

the other first............

i will hold your hands and kiss your sweet lips...


hmmm?... hmmm.



dienn.......................

first....

I will run towards you and jump piggyback..

hmmm?... hmmm, hope you are not heavy.. :)

 dienn.............................

Describing

how would i describe that night

as we inch our way
into it's depth
and time slowed a little
stretching out feelings
and at the end I asked
"how do you feel tonight"






..................... dienn

sayang

teguhi

suratan takdir ilahi
untuk yang pasti
kekal abadi

dalam pelukan cinta
sesaat tika kau sebut "iye"
waktu waktu ingin mengada
mengulas lalu mengulit dua jiwa
menyerah

ada dua cinta...,
cinta abadi
cinta suratan ilahi





dienn..................

Terharu...

Masih serupa

rasa yang menjelma

dari satu ucapan biasa

waktu beralih usia

setahun tinggalkan waktu muda

dengan catatan "with love"

dari seseorang tercinta......

dienn......................

lienn and rienn

lienn will always be kaklong

in the way she behaves
and how she looks after rienn

and i have been observing
how she calls adik
in her ways



adiiiiiiiikkkkkk
adik
aaaaadikkk


adik sentiasa faham
cara kakak panggil
dalam bentuk
sayang, manja
marah, 
memujuk
mengarah
memaksa....



as long as they understand each other
it's alright with us.....




dienn..............................

wonderful

And then I tell her as I turn out the light
I say, "My darling, you are wonderful tonight
Oh my darling, you are wonderful tonight"

a code

I wonder who started declaring it first. Probably him or probably her. I guess both felt the same way, rasa semacam dalam perut dalam dada.......... then he started off with a note i.l.y.

its a code, that both understood so well for years.....

 dienn..............................

midnite

midnite
friday nite
i am thinking of you

dienn................

about love

there must be something special
that it stays and never go away
how can i say that's not real
for it sticks so hard, and it never sway........





................................ dienn
until today.

what is best?

mathematics taught us about right answer,

but there could be many ways 

to get to the right answer, all are right.

if the question evolves around what's best,

it is not fair to handle it as mathematics,

because life with it's multiplicity

would not be in congruence  

with simple equation.

if discussion goes around Love

then the yardstick is the Heart

and Feelings that come along.

Some  will be forgotten as time goes
but Love is not like chipsmore
easily melt and soften

It stays , never erased.
but some may question
what's worth of such love
what can it do

a maturing pain

such love cant be measured in gains
unfair to put it in a scale
and determine of it's superlative
good better best......

it's a maturing pain
that's what i think
it will stay
forever, ever....
the love, and that's the best for us.
it hurts, it's painful
it's maturing pain

....................... me.

LAKE HOUSE - life is not a book

lake house 

lake house

you didn't come  

i dont understand
something must have happened
I am sorry
I got two years
we can try again

no alex
its too late
it already happened
it didnt worked

dont give up on me kate
what about persuasion
you told me
they wait, they meet again
they have another chance

life is not a book alex
and it can be over in a second
i was having lunch with my mother at dally plaza
and a man was killed right in front of me
he died in my arms
and i thought
it cant just end like that
on valentine's day
and i thought about all the people who love him
waiting at home
will never see him again
and then I thought
what if there is no one
what if you live
your whole life
and no one is waiting
so i drove to the lake house
waiting for any kind of answer
and i found you....

and i let myself get lost
lost in this beautiful fantasy
with time stood still
but its not real alex
i have to learn live a life
that i got

please dont write anymore
dont try to find me
let me let you go



alex and kate





...................................... dienn

Lake House - favourite lines

there is someone

and it's a kind of a long distance relationship

how do you meet

Havent
story of my life

you kidding...

everything in a distance
everyone 
the man standing right in front of me
that want to marry me
am i pushed away


in the meantime one man i can never meet
him.. how i like to give my whole heart to

He must write one hell of a letter

hmm.. its nice.
safe.


kate and a friend





dienn................................

Il Mare

Il Mare, year 2000

a time transcending love

apart in time, able to communicate

through a letter box

It was the original version   

of Lake House movie that you mentioned

Il Mare is "the sea"

the setting is a seaside house 

the script, the lines

I waited for you a long time

I know two years is a long time

but i still hoped you would come

I guess I expected too much

I know I shouldn't

because it always lead to disappointment

but everyone i care about is so far away

what happened to you those in two years

i hope it was just a slip of memory

Why didn't I show up

I wont forget a promise like that

This is breathtaking

.................. dienn.

Her

such a sweet young lady  

glides with grace and always pleasant
her smile will warm hearts
a very likeable character... definite.

I recognise her voice
even if it's a low whisper
or when she said as short as "ahh.."
or the little giggles she let out in happy mood.

If I can only see her hair
If I can only see her nose
If I can only see half the face
If I can only see the wet lips
If I can only see the beautiful neck
I know for sure it's her

Her

that I know so well
beyond the face and smile
and I can feel her heart beating
and I touch the soul and cant let go
even a thousand miles away....
even now....

Her

I remember
her youthful jovial manner
her stories about herself and family
her studies and her worries
her likes and dislikes
her health and migraine
her face with glasses and lenses
her sweet face with tudung
her beauty with hair loose
her exquisite look with hair split into two
her lovely singing talent
her confident oratory skills
her cries and sobs.
and all the little moments that we shared.


I respect situation we are in
I am happy to see her setting in
in a definite route, a happy destiny
so we can pray for  happiness and eternal joy


dienn
___________________________
and we agree
that the journey is hard and long.