the flower

it's all up to us

what we see

what we smell

what we thought is beautiful

believe it or not

what's created by God

is always beautiful

bee

it's the very same bee

that has been  keeping everything 

in order,

sucking nectar

carrying pollen

to different flowers

for a better

cross pollination
ensuring orderly world of flora

When the very same bee

sting someone
it doesn't  diminish it's perfect contribution

to the world at large.

you

believing in yourself

the depth of intellect

the breath of wisdom

the sharpness of collaborative minds

the sweetness of communications

is enough

to put everything in proper alignment

propelling for a clear destination

the young minds

I was in it again

to be with them

which I had allowed myself a few years back

in a mentoring effort

to see them coming out

with the strongest of strength

with young entrepreneurs

in our corporate social efforts

I still want it

It's the way I put it

the way I understand it

as time resonates

and event duplicates

I still want the color chosen

of thriving life, not barren

what two hearts had taken

along a path not forsaken

is it the stubbornness?

so, where is moon

It was middle of the night

as i walked to the window

to ease my breathlessness

in the cold of the night

and sayang, moon was not in sight

in the darkness of night

and

I breath in and out

to ease burden of love

so tense

so long

but

why was moon not there?

your heart

dearest,

it's the heart in sweetness

which I myself seldom possess

and so natural in you yourself

as you wish to donate

to charity or orphanage

I love you so much for that

sing a song

the tune comes back

blended in a confusion of tunes

as sweet as milik siapakah gadis ini

as soft as dealova

as we hold hearts together

in a moment of love

keep fit

 if i can remind you

to look after yourself

the indomitable spirit

the sweet innocence

the brightness of heart and mind

and bone, flesh and veins

keep fit

kissing

a kiss that we miss

not that it is not in the list

but because we walk into the twist

of turn of events and fate.

eyes

it's alright

to set the eyes

deep into the depth

and give a glance

to perimeter of happenings

so we wont miss a thing.
and be cautious of
tricks and traps

song

i 

remember 

the 

first 

song
or was it second or third.


Aku ingin menjadi mimpi indah dalam tidurmu
Aku ingin menjadi sesuatu yg mungkin bisa kau rindu
Karena langkah merapuh tanpa dirimu
Oh karena hati tlah letih

[ LyricsAku ingin menjadi sesuatu yg selalu bisa kau sentuh
Aku ingin kau tahu bahwa ku selalu memujamu
Tanpamu sepinya waktu merantai hati
Oh bayangmu seakan-akan

Kau seperti nyanyian dalam hatiku
Yang memanggil rinduku padamu
Seperti udara yg kuhela kau selalu ada

Hanya dirimu yg bisa membuatku tenang
Tanpa dirimu aku merasa hilang
Dan sepi, dan sepi

Selalu ada, kau selalu ada
Selalu ada, kau selalu ada

little

a little step

for a little move

to the world we are not familiar with

but we know a little

through little steps we had taken

before.
with a little adaptations

you and two

and I am always happy to see you

setting the hairs into two

whenever we set out on a trail

breaking all constraints

binding feelings so tight

as we count the numbers

in seconds

and breaths.

dream

If life is a bottle

i could have thrown it into the ocean

for it will float

and surf along the softest of waves

to the sandy beach

a land we dream about.

measuring Love

We don't even know how it begins

putting two hearts closer

adapting two distinct personalities

accommodating  differences 

as we open doors

to give and accept

But still

how big is Love?

Please

please let it be me

to start off putting poems as a way

that i know best, a little bit of each

as healers

for days to come

few things will go and never return

and even if it comes back

it will try to fill up the vacuum of loneliness

with hints of laughter

as little as a smile 

as soft as a whisper

it's in the heart

it's always there

no matter how hard I try

to put it aside

to push it over

to delete

and to erase from reality.

bibir

bukankah bibir itu berair

kekal basah

memang

itu

segala-galanya

nikmat dan anugerah

never ask for more

working with constraints

living with limitations

we employ flexibility

putting boundaries

real and arbitrary

to an environment,
and

we will never ask for more.

perfect score

It can never be a perfect score

as we walk on the road

since we know just a little

of things to come

with the limitation we have

of future events.

How dare

was it seven or eight

marks left behind

as insects were waiting

for a friendly bite

as you told me

in the deepest of night.

menanti

menanti

hingga senja

pulangnya

cemara dari jalan yang jauh

hingga malam memakan malam
bulan menelan bintang

never

never

will i wake up

not looking at the window

as the day sets in

as the mood sets out

for a walk into life

carrying it through

for another day

without you

love and friendship

there is a need for clarification, 

that I am not a journeyman

that I am not a love hunter

that I am not a cheater

I am just a man

living with full consciousness

of good and bad.

and it is fair for some judgements

to be made by others on me
because that's the way it has always been,
one's worth is always in someone else eyes.

I thought we have gone through all these.

of possibilities and complexity of life.

You rightly mentioned about lessons.

But life is not like classroom,
with certain curricula
and schedule
punctuated by pass or fail.

my dear
life is after all learning and adapting.
and I haven't stopped loving you.

it's two

i have said it out

the sweetness of look

the naughtiness of eyes

the comprehension of feelings

as the hairs come in two

flowing over the shoulder.

whisper

it's sweetest,

the moment

the mood

the tone

the little whisper

as you let it all out