an hour a day

I thought an hour a day

walking about
is enough to tone muscle
to look fit and sweet.

It will reduce the extra fat
around the thigh and leg
around the waist and hip

stay positive
be active
alive...




dienn.....................................................
merdeka 2014  - disini lahirnya sebuah cinta.
remembering the birthday of someone's dad

the little belt and sway

Many times

in quiet moments
i recall
the little belt

as you dance, swing
and sway

to the tune of
Michael Buble
under very soft light.

I really love
the sight and the song
and the lovely sway
of Michael Buble........

and you.....





............... dienn

in time of tension

most had gone through

bouts of tense and tiredness

desperation

de-motivation.

if drinking 100plus

is just fairly jovial

then breathing in deep

and letting out slow

should cool the tension down

to stay normal

strong and happy.

or think of the little girl

her tantrums, smile and cry.

and imagine her sweet face

of yours and his combined.

and i pray for you
now and future
a happy life
no tension

................. dienn

Her

such a sweet young lady  

glides with grace and always pleasant
her smile will warm hearts
a very likeable character... definite.

I recognise her voice
even if it's a low whisper
or when she said as short as "ahh.."
or the little giggles she let out in happy mood.

If I can only see her hair
If I can only see her nose
If I can only see half the face
If I can only see the wet lips
If I can only see the beautiful neck
I know for sure it's her

Her

that I know so well
beyond the face and smile
and I can feel her heart beating
and I touch the soul and cant let go
even a thousand miles away....
even now....

Her

I remember
her youthful jovial manner
her stories about herself and family
her studies and her worries
her likes and dislikes
her health and migraine
her face with glasses and lenses
her sweet face with tudung
her beauty with hair loose
her exquisite look with hair split into two
her lovely singing talent
her confident oratory skills
her cries and sobs.
and all the little moments that we shared.


I respect situation we are in
I am happy to see her setting in
in a definite route, a happy destiny
so we can pray for  happiness and eternal joy


dienn
___________________________
and we agree
that the journey is hard and long.

Toy of younger days

we remember toys

that we had in younger days

which come in many shapes and sizes

i remember the day of joy

when you show me one.

that newly bought toy

in such beautiful happy tone

as anyone else in such occasion 

you are quite possesive

of your new possession

but i was glad and love to tease

that you at least wish to show and declare

The colour is natural and nice

not too expensive I guess

It was such a beauty

as you hold, show and caress 

and that toy can move

and produces sound

I know the toy moves slow

and the sound is soft and sweet

i love to see you so happy

as anyone else with any new toy

and i know you love the toy

as you hold gently and kiss lovingly

I told you 

to keep your new toy well

so you know where to find and play
so no one can grab and steal

you love the toy

of younger days.....

.......................... dienn

sikecil lena

waktu sikecil terlena  

sikecil lena

mereka masih berjaga
membelai api cinta
dalam samar-samar lampu

dalam dua-dua saling memerlu
siang dan malam
tidak ada ungkapan
mampu mengurai
dua jiwa bertaut
bertahun

dan setiap situasi
hanya mereka berdua ketahui
rasa, jiwa dan hati.




dienn............................

i wonder

i am just thinking

if the blog should stay public
for whoever accidently gets into it

0r would it be better
if I make it very private
for whoever the blog meant for

and i am trying to see
what should i do..
But I love writing
to pour thoughts
and to ease mind.
and to sooth soul


............................ dienn

being cool

she complained sometimes

about me, being too cool
on matters that concern her

i wonder if i have to change
being more spontaneous and be less cool
but then that will drive her crazy
and in the end she will worry more

I would rather stay cool
to subdue her constant worries
to put things in balance
to avoid getting over the edge......




.................. dienn

learning, accepting not expecting

at the end of the day

accepting

it's about acceptance
and not over expecting
of the other.

I know her in a funny way
as little sister's friend
whom we had played together
and whom i had bullied  before

early on, it was awkward....
having to adjust
to a different scenario

I guess you too had to allow time
for some form of familiarity
and fall on the same approach
accepting but cant be over expecting.

we are not meant to change the other
we can only complement one another
with little time that we have

somehow each will act and adjust
to the scale, to stay balanced
and as long as we allow space
for the other, we should be alright.

finally we are accepting
rather than expecting.





dienn..............................................

ummi

ummi has never been active in sports

in fact fairly thin and tall
she has been very homely
within the periphery of family and all

within that fragile look
she is well organised
nothing miss her glance
she is so good into details

Business sets different pace
peaking at certain economic seasons
It was alright at the beginning
but with lienn and rienn at hand
ummi suffers a little bit.

Now.....

I am beginning to see ummi with deeper smiles
with schedule less taxing, with time more at home
and the two girls are happy with comfort of ummi
I can see how they grow and develop quicker.

I am happy if she is happy....

A Rare Birthday

I was among 1000 crowd

celebrating birthday
of our special leader

The ballroom of  Berjaya Times Square
full of personalities
combination of public and private sectors

It's a night to remember
Sunday, the last weekend
for the loving couple, Tun and wife
our two all time great doctors.

and I remember the singer
singing Whitney Houston's I will always love you
a sweet soulful number.

There were Vincent, Robin and Danny
the icons of Tan family, as the host
There were Wahid Omar, Nor Mohamed Yacob, and Rafidah
the trio of past and present financial leaders
There were ambasadors and national leaders
and there were lots of economic players and NGOs

There were smaller guys like me and my friends
within the big circle of economic players
appreciating the big connectivity of varying sectors
that finally supports stability of Malaysian economy

happy birthday Tun.


............................... dienn.

sayang berpanjang

aku tidak mampu

sayang berpanjang

untuk menghalang

rindu terus memanjang

mungkin kau mengejek

dengan bibir melentik

sambil berkata.. eleh.

................... dienn.

Eleh...

kissing

i feel like caressing you
kissing you deeper than ever
as we count the number of stars
again and again...

dienn.....................

masih ingat belum lupa.

mana mungkin aku lupa

"tanda"

letak duduk tanda
dua yang ketara
dan satu yang kecil terselit sudut bibir

dan aku kekal terasa
segalanya bak semalam
saat bulan mengundur
sebelum bintang jadi pudar

aku juga ada dua hampir serupa
seimbang, sejengkal jaraknya
namun ada lagi di sana sini
berselerak bagai sebuah lukisan akstrak.

dan ingatan aku
tentang tanda-tanda
kekal abadi selamanya.



.................... dienn.

lienn demam

changing weather
affects lienn this time

but rienn stays tough and healthy

something is terribly missing
as lienn the little noise maker
stays quiet for a while


dienn...........

100 acres

automotive is not my central business arena
as the two persons close to you

we play ecosystem
and put sustainability
high in the sky
as we grow and harvest.

we play ecosystem
and put nature high
in the priority of vacation
as we nurture chalets near the sea

we help dreams
of feeling better
in the priority of health
as we put pills on shelves

we help ecosystem, nature and dreams
together in a cluster of well beings
as we pursue research on hidden benefits
of old folklore...........






..............dienn

bangi home and the other home

one offers convenience  

work, life and recreation.

the other offers space
sweeter air, quietness and nature.

we love both homes
as both support each other
providing some form of sustainability
reciprocity.

two homes
two distinct character.









dienn.........................

ugly side of democracy

they show that again
the ugliness of freedom
to choose
and to topple.

I try to flash back
on many scenes of political moves
and this has to be the most spectacular.

One side keeps attacking
the other side just dodge and attack
in the most cheerful manner.

If this is a movie
I will watch a hundred times


its after all
greed the primary factor
before law put "him" behind bars
forever


dienn.................

i sing a song

it was morning.

i woke up early
i bet you woke up late

i let you hear a song
husky version of milik siapa
i wish i could sing better







,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, dienn...............

something happened september 2011

the devastation

tough year

of feel , helplessness
and anger
engulfing all things

while I
suffered and succumbed
to the knots and ties
nothing else.

Darling

can i kiss you
in the middle of night

as moon shy away
behind clouds

can i hold your breath
for a short while
as we dance together
holding
caressing.







........... dienn.

keep it tight

love him all out
since child is 85 percent him
as a result of mutual existence
a solemn agreement
a contract

i learn the hard way
taking everything within strides
placing solemn agreement as highest priority
and yet still unable to delete
the earlier agreement

it's blurry
but it never dies






///dienn.

the wetness

a wonderful feeling

drenching in torrential rain

not feeling cold

shivering in deep ecstasy

as the legs feel numb

holding a while

before the pulse continue

for another

hot journey

of  feeling wet.

.... dienn 

I wrote this once

The first time
we cross the midnite
there at far far away land
that place is sometimes known
as before before land
however we did cross the midnite
at the penyu penyu land







dienn.............................
written on 4th June 2007

RINDU AWAK 200%

aku suka baca dan tulis,

jarang spesifik, apa saja tercapai

sekali dua aku beli juga

novel, walau jarang, novel cinta.

Zill Faezrul Iqba dan Armel Aisya

dua watak berlainan kutub

bersilih ganti tolak dan tarik

memanjang marah dan geram

bercampur ego dan rendah diri

dalam ombak memecah

rindu dan dendam

marah dan geram

akhirnya 

terbentuk cinta abadi

yang sukar difahami.

Bila novel jadi drama

aku terpanggil untuk turut ikuti

bukan melekat depan tv

setiap isnin hingga khamis jam 7 petang

tapi waktu senang aku, cara online.

Betul kata adik

watak itu sukar dibawa
kerana dia terlibat.

:::::::: dienn:::::::

No Words

____ dienn ___

sleeping

____ dienn ___

happiness

where is happiness

as we walk into river
and feel the coolness
as we walk through lumpur
and feel the wetness
as we gaze the sky
and hug the colours

of beautiful rainbow
that had given colours
to hearts and souls

be happy......





dienn

happy birthday little one.

__happy first birthday__

__to the first baby in the family__

____dienn____