delicate

and it comes again
that delicate moment
of hearts touching soft
and escalates smooth





dienn

I know

what you wish to write
as you try to hide
on Hello YOU....

we should be very alright
as days getting clearer
as much as we step on the earth
the wet muddy earth
the real earth....

and Dxxxx / Axxxx still refer to the same person








dienn..................................

which one..

a pair of lovely yellow flowers

like which one?

hmmm... like the yellow one.




.................. dienn.

kissing

i feel like caressing you
kissing you deeper than ever
as we count the number of stars
again and again...

dienn.....................

control

a different set of thoughts

deep in thought part3

>>>>>> dienn

thinking deep part2

mmm

thinking deep part1

yes, really deep

feeling nice

sweetness

beauty

memory lane

Ransom on lives

to hold

on something precious,
- a secret,
bringing lives into chaos
as humanity
sinks to the bottom of sanity.

a delicate sabotage of recent 370 flight,
viewed as package of strategies,
to tilt equilibrium,
on economic and security scales,
on egoistic venture too,
over blue water or red land......

and can the distinction appear clear
of economy, politics, and personal pursuit
to wipe all clean for survival.
I wouldn't know....

But my dear
I read what you wrote
over what you had been through.
Now that we are following certain Routes
in a way identical, and yet different.

It would be easy to let in
elements of remorse and vengeance
in routes we are taking.
But for safety of many
shall we let past be past
however bitter it could be.

For not letting myself be known after so many years,
beyond what you already knew
and what I had shared
however little, my dearest friend
- feelings, minds, and thoughts.
I seek apology, sorry...., if that is forever necessary


There were crossroads I had come across
and routes I had taken
that were not all sweet and rosy.
Believe me, we are in similar route now,
to be thankful with journey we are in
and the future that lies ahead.
from One and Only we should seek blessings.

to keep revisiting the past
may cause needless pain and sadness
but there are lessons all over
if we choose to do so........
and what I wrote and will write
which connects past, present and future
are not  meant to be hurting,
in fact to ensure some sense of sanity
Realism in the world we are living in.....
breaking dreams into some degree of reality.
both bearable and manageable
as we get on with friendship.


I can assure you
that I had never play ransom on lives.....




.................................... dienn.

Probability

Refraining myself,
a second longer,
staying a step further,
brushing aside
the probability of standing side by side
or wishing you good morning
when it's becoming unbearable
to step into another level
of real friendship
no mask, no restraint.



..... Dienn....

phases

Once we treat life in clusters of,

25, 30, 35, 40, 45, 50, 55, 60, 65, 70

we can put proper plan

and put down reasonable targets

and work out several options

But again play along with pragmatism

and restructure the whole approach

so that life has meaning and tolerable.

... dienn

and I said "DONT"

it's the promise that i make
over the days......
dont kill whatever that's alive.

as long as i don't cross the boundary of sanity
and how would we imagine
that being alive will cut across all physical state
as solid as a rock and as serene as love itself.


... dienn