Thursday, October 30, 2014

sayang

teguhi
suratan takdir ilahi
untuk yang pasti
kekal abadi

dalam pelukan cinta
sesaat tika kau sebut "iye"
waktu waktu ingin mengada
mengulas lalu mengulit dua jiwa
menyerah

ada dua cinta...,
cinta abadi
cinta suratan ilahi





dienn..................

Wednesday, October 29, 2014

Story of a friend

Eh Lxx, bila nak kawin    

Dad tengah interview calon2



what?




dienn..............................

Tuesday, October 28, 2014

Terharu...

Masih serupa
rasa yang menjelma
dari satu ucapan biasa
waktu beralih usia
setahun tinggalkan waktu muda
dengan catatan "with love"
dari seseorang tercinta......





dienn......................

Monday, October 27, 2014

hanya sekali

sering aku tatapi foto mu    

sering juga aku terubat rindu
selalunya foto mu nampak mengiring
hanya sekali mengadap kedapan penuh....


dienn....................

Sunday, October 26, 2014

lienn and rienn

lienn will always be kaklong
in the way she behaves
and how she looks after rienn

and i have been observing
how she calls adik
in her ways



adiiiiiiiikkkkkk
adik
aaaaadikkk


adik sentiasa faham
cara kakak panggil
dalam bentuk
sayang, manja
marah, 
memujuk
mengarah
memaksa....



as long as they understand each other
it's alright with us.....




dienn..............................

Saturday, October 25, 2014

crying...

once i heard you crying
before sun began appearing
when night met morning
when we stopped counting



.................. dienn

Friday, October 24, 2014

stretch out

how would one get up
to get set to new day
do you stretch your hands out
and say things like .... urghhhh.





dienn.....................

Thursday, October 23, 2014

feeling it..


I only pour fuel into the little mini
and the bigger ones all by the professional 
because the rise is a bit sharp
I can now see the increase
of petrol as subsidy is slowly lifted




................. dienn

Wednesday, October 22, 2014

choices

to make life easy
and ours too
we choose the same colour
clothes for the two

they will look at each other
and they smile
because there is nothing to compare
and get jealous about....


and now they start to differ
what they like
because we impose less





dienn.......................

Tuesday, October 21, 2014

wonderful




And then I tell her as I turn out the light
I say, "My darling, you are wonderful tonight
Oh my darling, you are wonderful tonight"










Monday, October 20, 2014

port dickson

remember you went there
with your part time employer
and you introduce yourself

i kerja partime kat situ"

lagi, lagi....



.... they were expecting surprises..
.... or sensational news.................




dienn........................

Sunday, October 19, 2014

filipina

abang,
ni dok terima sms iklan
dari filipina lagi ni...

....)))




........................ dienn

Saturday, October 18, 2014

jejantas

that day, one pedestrian walkway
fell down, hitting a few cars
luckily no serious injury...........
over in johor bahru..............





.........................dienn

Friday, October 17, 2014

Eh

abang dah makan?
-------
abang makan apa?
-------

eh, kita macam laki bini ye abang
-------



dienn...............

Thursday, October 16, 2014

Lain

she noticed something  
the way he said things
the manja and feeling
between sabah and here.

she said kalau abang kat Sabah, abang lain tau..





dienn........................

Wednesday, October 15, 2014

their first clear words

if I put melalak aside
and just hear the clear words
I can tell both differ
one chose mamamama...
the other chose dadadada...

their first clear words,,,



dienn........................


Tuesday, October 14, 2014

Haze

it's getting bad lately, sky is clear but we can see far, its hazy, its blurry. Kids will suffer in such weather condition if they play too long outside.



dienn

Monday, October 13, 2014

a code

I wonder who started declaring it first. Probably him or probably her. I guess both felt the same way, rasa semacam dalam perut dalam dada.......... then he started off with a note i.l.y.


its a code, that both understood so well for years.....





 dienn..............................

Sunday, October 12, 2014

The fate1

we can never be sure
what lies far into the future
of what to become with  us
with numerous junctions and turns

put aside the two us first
look at someone close 
shall we refer them as Mr Z and Mdm F
and examine at the change of tide.

i cant claim i know more than you
i can only connect the little dots
that i gather from you
and other dots lying in the blue sky

There must answers somewhere
among the clouds over blue sky
among leaves in the most scary jungle
and probably at the finger tips, our very own.



................................. dienn



Saturday, October 11, 2014

surprise



how would you feel
to open a surprise gift box
out of the blue




dienn....................

Thursday, October 09, 2014

for her





for her
the little one








dienn......................................................

Wednesday, October 08, 2014

wind



lovely feeling
to be carried away by wind

and you,
take care
rest and sleep well
and definitely swallow the pills

get well soon



dienn

Tuesday, October 07, 2014

kelicap




a small bird
with long curvy beak
to push through flowers
to get to the nectar
for a sip
for longevity.





dienn.............................

Monday, October 06, 2014

a song

Way on down south,
Way on down south
London town





a potion of the song
you mentioned once





................................. dienn.

Sunday, October 05, 2014

Sacrifice

It has deeper meaning
that goes beyond understanding
A tough thing
painful maturing
sacrificing
enduring
healing
rejoicing


selamat hari raya qurban.




.......................... dienn


Saturday, October 04, 2014

dialogue

nak.........

ape?.......

entah.......

antah?

hmmm..................

lintah?

hmmm.................

lidah?

hmmm................

nipah?

hmmm................





......................... dienn.

Friday, October 03, 2014

white earlobes,

At the plantation
with rows of sawit

over in Teluk Intan
really a venture of true grit

It's the scale of investment
so large, scare me off earlier on
but as we scrutinise the business plan
the new adventure is just a slight deviation

There are other things within the plantation
thriving within the rows of palms
there are ferns and orchids
some i had never seen

and they are birds too
either small or large
and I love the sight of white earlobes
we call them ayam hutan.










dienn.........................

midnite




midnite
friday nite
i am thinking of you















dienn................

Thursday, October 02, 2014

about love



there must be something special
that it stays and never go away
how can i say that's not real
for it sticks so hard, and it never sway........





................................ dienn
until today.

Wednesday, October 01, 2014

Welcoming October

I take the measure
safeguarding the treasure
of  me, children and her

I recall the days
as story bears
of some soothing inlays

I see future in multi forms
family, business, community in tandem
bracing ourselves for the worst that might come

It's the threat that's looming
out of political turmoil
grabbing the essence of fair play
who knows it could be late to say sorry

It's the community, truly in great danger
disobeying rules, feeding anger
plunging souls with damned dagger.

And business is dragging its foot
the need to put eggs in many bowls
to ensure relevance to needy souls.

constructions, health services and plantations
remaining as core, requiring aggressions
overlapping tourism as sustainable union.

for me and for you my dear,
it's the direction,  ought to be clear
easing tensions, actions all in full gear

I pray to Allah
may future be bright Insya Allah
for blessed life, full of Barokah



............................. dienn