happy always

cherie amour

can i accompany you
to the shopping mall
as we have known
as dejavu
my cherie amour

dienn

sweet demeanor

allow to picture you as most beautiful lady
soft at heart, tough at actions
steely determination
and you combine soft and hard
into a sweet demeanor...

dienn

ouch...

hati hati

jangan terpotong jari...

privilege

a person  

with a blog
for her eyes
mind and heart





dienn..............

SORRY

the first entry
of the diary...


dated, friday 6th february 2015








dienn...................

hidung bergerak

I used to joke with you

about nose moving

with your smile and laughter.

very synchronised.

and you said hidung kembang...

dienn,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

eh... pandai jugak ye

Kau terus terang

dengan exam sekolah
tapi kau sering sorok
result di Gombak I sana
Kini kau tidak malu lagi
untuk share semuanya
di Gombak II
walau tersepit
antara jaga dan lena

Tahniah..


dienn............................

hanya sekali

sering aku tatapi foto mu    

sering juga aku terubat rindu
selalunya foto mu nampak mengiring
hanya sekali mengadap kedapan penuh....


dienn....................

Snap pics

I love taking photographs        

birth of a smile

mostly potraits and close-ups
the girls and ummi are my constant subjects
i really love the differing mood
as they sit walk and  talk.

It lies at the eyes and the mouth
the most central at changing mood
the lips will twist, move with extreme of feelings
but that little smile will strike me most
as ummi about to share her fun
her jokes, her little cheeky remarks.

ummi had nose and lips
stay apart as they move
as she talk smile and pout

and I can remember your smiles too
lips, nose, eyes, and all......




Dienn............................

Mind and Soul

I don't really know where it comes from,

as I click keyboards and pour out thoughts,

There were days when I captured colours,

as in beautiful paintings but translated in pure writings,

I never test and gauge my proses and poems

on a scale known by most literary circles

because my writings are all short and sketchy

but as far as I am concerned, I put all down

Most of my writings are instantaneous

whatever first appear within a click of time

I will focus on central issue, and start writing

as I continue, I ensure it stays in tune.

At times, I read the older posts of my own blog,

to understand what's going through my mind,

and as much as I value others judging me,

I do learn on personal pursuit to understand myself.

Sometimes I am laughing at my own writing skills

as I read the mind of a man locked in a child

through the journey of life, within the periphery of sanity

also as I am trying to hold and brace myself, 

There are writings in here, that I thought are superb

at least on my own understanding of scale and appropriateness

and as I read, I can sense the changes in me

of  cyclic nature of happiness and sadness.

Whatever I wrote here

came from mind and soul

some are funny, some are serious

as I continuously add pages to my own diary

a very personal one.
mostly delicate......
iterating the essence of both
mine and hers.
separate and combined.

 dienn.............................

the little belt and sway

Many times

in quiet moments
i recall
the little belt

as you dance, swing
and sway

to the tune of
Michael Buble
under very soft light.

I really love
the sight and the song
and the lovely sway
of Michael Buble........

and you.....





............... dienn

in time of tension

most had gone through

bouts of tense and tiredness

desperation

de-motivation.

if drinking 100plus

is just fairly jovial

then breathing in deep

and letting out slow

should cool the tension down

to stay normal

strong and happy.

or think of the little girl

her tantrums, smile and cry.

and imagine her sweet face

of yours and his combined.

and i pray for you
now and future
a happy life
no tension

................. dienn

the lines of beauty.

remember the black dress

once worn in black night
to create distinctiveness
of form and flesh

however long ago
on rewind,  it is still fresh
as if a minute ago
on readiness for a tango

i remember the lines
of straights and curves
as much as i wish to see
as far as she allowed it be

as the curvy line turns
just a little bit more
i will not let it burns
for a sight i adore

as i rewind memories
over depth of nights
blinking a little, testing reality
so it wont shake off, the beauty

of distinctiveness, of form and flesh
of needing hearts
a swim of ecstasy
over love, a never ending feel.







....................... dienn

feeling tired and bored

what can i say, my dear

smile wide be happy

you going up and down
coming home almost at night

it's modern life
as we juggle home and work
so just absorb it all
until nothing is hurting
and we come out strong.

a quiet moment
with the loved ones
will sooth it all
of boredom
of tiresomeness
of sorrow.

there is joy
in hardship
as we achieve goals
one after another.

smile wide, be happy....
i wonder if there is anything i can do
to help a person to draw lines
over the blackest of canvas
to form pictures of happy faces
as we swim through
as we glide through
as we walk through
over a wet pavement..............

come out and watch the sky
so blue at times, so cloudy sometimes
be brave to feel the first drop of rain
and stay a bit longer to let the body wet

Then we will stay safe......

then look at the plants and flowers too
because they talk in silence
for eyes to see, for hearts to feel
open your beautiful lips and smile
forget the tough days, be happy.

and i am always there to see........
dont worry.................................


........................... dienn

i wont forget

someone like you

I was walking down the road

with thousand souls

and suddenly I stopped

because

someone like you

just walked through.

I can write thousand essays

about you

every little detail

every little mood

the hours of togetherness
with you

dienn..................................................

keeping fit

regular exercise
will burn fat
and keep the figure

but
it's okay
to keep fat
a bit here and there.

dienn/////////

Lagumu

buat pertama kali

aku mendengar suaramu

menyanyi 

sambil menongkat dagu

merdu

aku terpaku 

///dienn

if

huh, i wouldn't know

but i guess i would just stand
and shake
and clap
and click
to accompany you singing.
















//dienn.