The most challenging task i ever been asked to do. To seek opinion and gather people around and mediate. Their family isn't the most united, they are always at loggerhead, so when the matriarch passed away, the properties has to be distributed. They want me to mediate and lay out a reasonable option for everyone to agree......... and i asked myself why should they resort to me?... what's in me that they see.....
Its taking a lot of my energy, so that's the absence......
fathomless depth... so deep you don't know where the depth
ends.... you throw a stone into the love well, you cant hear the splashing
sound.... you wait when it will hit, not a sound my dear....
we are not together, we try to understand and respect the
little privacy of each, and yet we want to be together in every possible
way..... we rindu dendam... we geram and yet we sayang.... tekak ketat, perut
rasa kenyang, perut kdg2 rasa macam turun lift laju kebawah.... we can smile at
every splash of memory
There were moments when time slowed
like a snail on concrete footpath
as dewdrop clinged at the tip
of a bright coloured lily leaf
and it took ages for the bulging dewdrop
to stay balanced, waiting for the right moment
to drop onto the ground.....
and it never happen....
As time inched to the morning
smiling at the rising sun
the dewdrop stayed and rejoiced
over the new awakening of brightness
and the dewdrop stayed, mesmerized all the way
and the dewdrop in its happiest mood
slowly vanished to thin air
as the sun rose higher over trees
and the ground said, its alright
there shall be another day
as time shrinked to its essence of sanity...