Tuesday, October 20, 2015

why me.....

The most challenging task i ever been asked to do. To seek opinion and gather people around and mediate. Their family isn't the most united, they are always at loggerhead, so when the matriarch passed away, the properties has to be distributed. They want me to mediate and lay out a reasonable option for everyone to agree.........  and i asked myself why should they resort to me?... what's in me that they see..... 

Its taking a lot of my energy, so that's the absence......


sorry to keep you worried.....


 Dienn......

Tuesday, September 01, 2015

a new month

just a new month :)

Friday, August 07, 2015

Loving you

heart
soul
mind
body


.....dienn/

Saturday, August 01, 2015

Sayang

Happy birthday Sayang






... Ayah 

Wednesday, July 29, 2015

What a twist..

Journey of uncertainty
of money and fun
of losses and scandals
a few has to go..


Wednesday, July 22, 2015

G...

Its just the letter G that i need
not the whole list of alphabets

darling, can you show me
where letter G is




dienn

Tuesday, July 21, 2015

squid




That's not what i mean,
the spelling is wrong
and the picture too..


hmmm
 what's happening to me
to get to this stage
trembling 
no synchronization of hands 
and fingers.


its alright
pardon me for this mix up..
lately my fish been behaving weird
squirting water to pull insects down..





dienn...

Monday, July 06, 2015

describing

i have been trying
to describe colour with meaning
seeing it through soul
with eyes completely closed





dienn.......


Sunday, July 05, 2015

delicate

and it comes again
that delicate moment
of hearts touching soft
and escalates smooth





dienn

Saturday, July 04, 2015

write it all down

write it well darling
time will slow down
to allow you
putting all down




Good Luck darling....


dienn

Friday, July 03, 2015

arcade



doing it to warm heart
a step to shopping arcade



dienn

Thursday, July 02, 2015

cherie amour

can i accompany you
to the shopping mall
as we have known
as dejavu
my cherie amour



dienn

Wednesday, July 01, 2015

sweet demeanor

allow to picture you as most beautiful lady
soft at heart, tough at actions
steely determination
and you combine soft and hard
into a sweet demeanor...









dienn

Tuesday, June 30, 2015

familiarity

we keep coming back
to some sense of familiarity
to childhood days
through growing up process
in a circle of family







dienn

Monday, June 29, 2015

bean sprout

one cup serving of bean sprouts has 62 calories.
it's healthy food indeed.
very rich in fibre.







dienn.

Sunday, June 28, 2015

Baju kurung

Sweetie, do employ the same technique
go, look and grab what's unique
that first catches your eyes
then pick , pay and smile
as you walk away......
and darling, you may want to say
yes abang, there it is...
as your wish
and i will wear
feeling your warmth
of summer month.....
of sweet never ending love and affection






dienn
I love you

Sunday, June 21, 2015

Monday, June 08, 2015

Romancing with blue....




Blue will bring
the mood of romance
of you and me
in the depth of love.


I dont have much time
to put colours in tune
and i need your inputs
you my dear my luv

Monday, June 01, 2015

ouch...

hati hati
jangan terpotong jari...



Saturday, May 30, 2015

last minute

how many times we had gone through that
needing support or a little pat at the back
as we go through constricted schedule
but we keep going never want to be a radicule

even if brain cells have capacity so big
dont overate, the cells simply refuse to connect
no matter how hard we try, the brain refuse to click
those are times of trouble, when we go blank

Its neccessary to do it last minute
only when it is unavoidable
urgent matters, of short notice...



dienn...

Friday, May 29, 2015

Bangun sayang...

wake up
subuh now

open up
your beautiful eyes
look at me darling...




dienn

Monday, May 25, 2015

Wednesday, May 20, 2015

Love in descriptive form...

fathomless depth... so deep you don't know where the depth ends.... you throw a stone into the love well, you cant hear the splashing sound.... you wait when it will hit, not a sound my dear....


we are not together, we try to understand and respect the little privacy of each, and yet we want to be together in every possible way..... we rindu dendam... we geram and yet we sayang.... tekak ketat, perut rasa kenyang, perut kdg2 rasa macam turun lift laju kebawah.... we can smile at every splash of memory


dienn

Monday, May 11, 2015

She the lady

She is the lady
charming and happy

Sunday, May 10, 2015

Lake House

I am in the lake house
all round glass even the rest room
i wonder where to hide
in the glaring light


a lake house of such manner
may require man with soul
to shed sorrow, grab the world
may need man to drop mask
and show himself as he describes too often

he mentioned once 
about one foot on the east
and the other on the west
and he grabs two poles
close to his chest

He wonders if the earth will shake
and send tremors to the sky...



.... dienn.

Thursday, April 30, 2015

Love and Affection

magical
eternal
soothing
ever lasting....



dienn...

Tuesday, April 21, 2015

intuition.

You cant explain why
but you know when something isnt right
with the other person you know
for years...

call it intuition..







dienn.........................

Monday, April 20, 2015

Security of secrets

I wish I could share with her
about security, safety and confidentiality
of secrets



dienn...

Sunday, April 19, 2015

Understanding her...

She doesnt like to be pressured
She knows her work
huh, what a lady....


dienn....

Friday, April 17, 2015

When time shrinked

There were moments when time slowed
like a snail on concrete footpath
as dewdrop   clinged at the tip
of a bright coloured lily leaf
and it took ages for the bulging dewdrop
to stay balanced, waiting for the right moment
to drop onto the ground.....
and it never happen....

As time inched to the morning
smiling at the rising sun
the dewdrop stayed and rejoiced
over the new awakening of brightness
and the dewdrop stayed, mesmerized all the way

and the dewdrop in its happiest mood
slowly vanished to thin air
as the sun rose higher over trees
and the ground said, its alright
there shall be another day
as time shrinked to its essence of sanity...



dienn.......
talking to her over dewdrop 

Sunday, April 05, 2015

Feeling odd about myself

there are words moving in the sky
slow enough for me to read
those has meanings, yet i wonder why
and some words echo silently in my sleep

I write those words as they keep appearing
It's the repetitive words that make me wondering
Complication of issues coming snowballing
My fingers keep words in line, rearranging

It's the blood in me
flowing down to the knee
as I bow to destiny
making life pretty

It's the love I had
which I never forget
of a girl now a lady
and we shared so many.....

Over testing of time
I still say she is mine

dienn//





Thursday, March 05, 2015

I know

what you wish to write
as you try to hide
on Hello YOU....

we should be very alright
as days getting clearer
as much as we step on the earth
the wet muddy earth
the real earth....

and Dxxxx / Axxxx still refer to the same person








dienn..................................

Wednesday, March 04, 2015

I had to admit...

with recent air mishaps
perut rasa kecut
when there's slight turbulence
as the big plane cruise through....


............... dienn

Tuesday, March 03, 2015

I hate it

such massive vehicle
going round the road
with only driver in
no passenger


alphard
vellfire




.............. dienn

Monday, March 02, 2015

The breezy wind

I love the breeze
brushing against my hair
as I sit at the beach
looking far into the horizon





.............. dienn

Sunday, March 01, 2015

Can I still keep them?

There are still items of the past that I keep.

Can i still keep them?

hmmm......



dienn...........

Saturday, February 28, 2015

the other first............

i will hold your hands and kiss your sweet lips...


hmmm?... hmmm.



dienn.......................

Friday, February 27, 2015

little room of the lake house

the door had been opened  
with double security key
on the key lays soft coloured inscriptions
SECRET of two hearts glued.....

I didn't change the paintwork
or the arrangement,
but for double security
I meddle with the keys
just to ensure both can get access
but no one else

Then there would be discussions
on what to do with that room

due to the nature of the key
the room is far hidden
secretive and very private....




dienn.............

Thursday, February 26, 2015

first....



I will run towards you and jump piggyback..

hmmm?... hmmm, hope you are not heavy.. :)






 dienn.............................

Wednesday, February 25, 2015

Darling

I feel happy
hearing you singing
any song
even
just
murmuring hmm hmmm hmmm...





...............dienn

Tuesday, February 24, 2015

watch

just search through youtube
clicking shafee abdullah
and you will arrive at a few



1. Dialog Bersama Shafee Abdullah, 



dienn........................

Monday, February 23, 2015

privilege

a person  
with a blog
for her eyes
mind and heart





dienn..............

Sunday, February 22, 2015

SORRY

the first entry
of the diary...


dated, friday 6th february 2015








dienn...................

Saturday, February 21, 2015

adik nyanyi jugak....

melodi ada
tempo macam kena
lirik dia saja yang faham
orang lain cuma faham satu baris
"let it go"...
diulang berkali-kali

hmmm.... adik.





dienn.....................

Friday, February 20, 2015

fierce

will kill  
will bite to death



a lion.









dienn...................

Thursday, February 19, 2015

Balik Kampung





Perjalanan jauh tak ku rasa
Kerna hatiku melonjak sama
Ingin berjumpa sanak saudara
Yang selalu bermain di mata





dienn...................

Wednesday, February 18, 2015

when they talk

like songs
as both have their own distinctiveness
on tempo and melody

when they talk
i try to understand
the words uttered,
and the meanings
behind...

Now i am growing up
with them, on a different tempo
within functionality......



dienn................................

Tuesday, February 17, 2015

good morning

yes
an early wish
when sun is still low
when leaves still wet
drenched in night's dew

and how are you this morning
is exam soon coming




dienn...........................

Monday, February 16, 2015

a farewell

to the character
as he made re-entry
to the old house
at the outskirt of Kuala Lumpur
where bamboo is called buloh
where river is named sungai
therefore Sungai Buloh....




dienn......................................

Sunday, February 15, 2015

Thursday, February 12, 2015

sayang

i miss you.






.............. dienn

Wednesday, February 11, 2015

recalling

i am recalling
those nights
especially
the first one
and much later
when you shyly showed
you new toy....

while i only have
little guli as toys.. :)




dienn........................................

Tuesday, February 10, 2015

which one..

a pair of lovely yellow flowers
like which one?

hmmm... like the yellow one.




.................. dienn.





Thursday, February 05, 2015

hidung bergerak

I used to joke with you
about nose moving
with your smile and laughter.

very synchronised.

and you said hidung kembang...





dienn,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,


Wednesday, February 04, 2015

Being prudent

There is a need for fine prudence
within the web of GST and cheaper petrol
that will bring all of us in dilemma
if the attitude is laissez faire

in simple household budget
lower cost of petrol
should increase saving
but not necessarily spending.

stay prudent.



....................... dienn