dont worry

don't worry too much

it's alright

nothing's going to hurt you

loving

to love

is to take everything

to the end of time.

Along the river

Small pebbles

cool water

bubbles all over

a flower floating

I am standing

watching the beauty of a morning river.

walk back

sometimes it is worth

taking a step back

to take a breather

only to spring forward

far stronger

bolder

be happy

be happy

always

wishing you

its 9pm

rest

za-anja

za.  it's tomorrow right?

wondering

what would you say
and
what would i say

when we decide on a common theme

cool water

i was walking
a step slower
inching my way
deeper into the waves
my feet felt cold
my head felt warm

my shoes

i wear shoes everyday
and i will put back at the same spot
when i put back at a different place
the next day will be with slight tense
where did i last put them.

the tense is only for a moment.

we see stars

we stars up in the sky
very high beyond reach
we see moon in the sky too
made very visible when no clouds
hanging to hide the beauty of nights

the view will lighten the tantrums of life
so difficult at times, when tides hit tides
and when waves fall upon waves
as sands shift a little bit
to accommodate avalanche of moving water
a necessity in life
and yet disastrous with anger at times

to forget

it's alright to forget
hurtful things and episodes
but those remain as important milestones
within a forward moving journey
milestones are reminders
to come up with appropriate decisions
not necessarily better
but will somehow keep us in check
with calming antidotes

democratic right.

I wonder if she had registered
to exercise her democratic right
to choose

as a voter.

i miss you

i

miss

you.

sakit kepala

masih tertanya
kalau pening itu masih ada
yang menjelma tiba-tiba
katamu amat serius boleh menangis dibuatnya
cuma aku doakan kau selalu sihat, sejahtera dan gembira.

What you got to do.

Life is definitely a journey
always forward pushing through unknowns
always adventurous as we deal with success and failure
always tempting as we test the limit

Life is different as we sit and ponder
playing backwards what has gone wrong
scrutinizing the effects of each action
feeling sorry for certain episode of life
feeling helpless at times on tsunami of fate

Life is a definite course of action
moving forward with clear conscience
trying to distinguish choice, alternative and fate
as they come like a storm hitting you

But believing in God, we are blessed with
sincerity and clarity
to stay alive for another day

reading road signboards

It was a long journey up north

I was reading signboards

one after another

I remembered one old name

batang berjuntai

The name was given for a reason 

But it has two meanings

and you giggled

after the name was mentioned,

I dont know why .

pain

say what we like

of things that had happened

it's pain all over

and it's not to be seen

it's only to be felt.

But it's bearable

as long as we walk on conscious mind

understanding reality as being ordained

pushing us a step forward.

love

even if i say it loud

even for a million times

you would not want to hear

but i will hold the little one

kiss her cheek

and say to her

softly

and she knows

what's in my heart.

when we utter the word LOVE

LOVE

 is a complex thing

you feel it

and yet you cant describe it

it's there in the heart

stuck forever.

number

i look at the plate number

7887

such a sweet number

she would love it.