good morning

yes

an early wish
when sun is still low
when leaves still wet
drenched in night's dew

and how are you this morning
is exam soon coming




dienn...........................

the wetness

a wonderful feeling

drenching in torrential rain

not feeling cold

shivering in deep ecstasy

as the legs feel numb

holding a while

before the pulse continue

for another

hot journey

of  feeling wet.

.... dienn 

happiness

where is happiness

as we walk into river
and feel the coolness
as we walk through lumpur
and feel the wetness
as we gaze the sky
and hug the colours

of beautiful rainbow
that had given colours
to hearts and souls

be happy......





dienn

the beach on a windy day

Just a slight wind

moving along

the tune of waves

and her hair got blown softly

covering just a tiny part of her lovely wet lips

then there was tiny green marks on the shirt

and faint mole on her cute face.

I can still read her slight smile

so slight that I cant see

but  only feel

the breaking of a lovely grin.

I have not forgotten

not even a day.

after thousand of days.

dienn........................................................

daring

shoot

a bullet

a warning

with a smile

to a point
it is true
during business negotiations
and we know the opposing mood
cannot be tamed with bullets
but with avalanche of persuasions
always with a little pull
a little jerk
a little smile
a little nod
a little giggle
a little joke

and we had gone through
a thousand of this

dienn/

the pleasure of doing things

Lagumu

buat pertama kali

aku mendengar suaramu

menyanyi 

sambil menongkat dagu

merdu

aku terpaku 

///dienn

in white feeling fresh

white remains
as the essence of purity

memory lane

//// dienn.

It's A Brand New Day

It's A Brand New Day

Leave back all your worries and troubles of yesterday,
Make yourself a silent promise to make today a better day. 
Now my dear friend, a brand new day lays ahead of you,
Face it with pride, because it is a gift and is totally new. 
May all your goals and ambitions for the day be set,
I wish you have an amazing day and a night without regrets.
Good morning buddy. Have a grand day! 

poem by wishafriend 

.... dienn.
it's seven thirty dear
where are you, I wonder.

congrats and get well

shall i begin
with

the brother, soon having a new child
and may the "new" family finds real happiness
and hoping Ik* and Z**** hug and love their new little one
and may F*** walk through happily.....

the other brother, get well soon.
as health, happiness all wrapped in one,
for better.

the little brother, soon would-be wedding,
may both handle it cool
a new and purposeful life

and you, for being able to cope with many roles
a wife, a mother, an employee and a student.
and you really need to smile more.... :)



Good Luck
have a nice weekend.






--------------------- dienn.

drink

a sip

memory lane

Mr Z and Mdm I

I sense something
missing
as they venture out
into the depth of forest.



.... dienn

TIMANG

that 

little 

joy.

if you ever feel uneasy

My own emotional overflow
or emotional outburst
may cause uneasiness
on you

that I wouldn't know

It's not much of pages reopened
or putting varnish on old furniture
or setting fire to an old house

It's in fact my way of re evaluation
of paths taken

and to me my dearest
looking back is as important
as focusing at tunnels ahead

that's the way we have done
to steer business forward
and past happenings
will give some indications
to what to be expected.

and it's the same with my reawakening
with the help of the little one
bundling up respect and responsibility
for a brief glimpse of love

and the way forward
will be tuned up nicely
steering through hurdles

You let me know
if looking back doesn't make you happy.


________________
dienn p_q_r_s

It's my turn to say

Lets stretch far back to early years
when we share moments to the depth of night
giving meaning to the reality of friendship
as an entity without form but substance.

It was the period when waiting is killing
as we began to explore the core and the circumference
undertanding the constraint and yet kept sailing
as I mentioned about the two names.

The peculiarity of twist of fate
putting mkckzpn and me in a soup hotter than fire
pushing myself to the brink of sanity
retreating for  solace in a far away place.



As the the trauma healed over time
there is need for new chapter
and in their hope for a repair
pushing myself into a bout of another despair

It was Lia and then sister's friend.
and they cant find a better chance
not understanding what's in my mind
as I nurse the cut my way, my own way

It was you my dearest
the dearest of friend
that rekindle the flame
that I thought had been dim, never fire.



_______ dienn _______
twisting fate, tearing hearts

bunga aroma, warna irama

purple aroma irama

kembang semalam
menyerlah, kuncup dan gugur
aroma yang mengasyik
celah warna yang mengusik
bersalut rentak irama dinamik

yang gugur itu fizikal
yang abadi tentu memori.

memori tersemat di hati


untukmu masa yang bahagia
selama-lamanya, satu doa.


___ pqrs ___
i am always here

picture of the week: SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU

khas untuk Anja - September 2012
as in flickr

“She Walks in Beauty” by Lord Byron

She walks in beauty, like the night
Of cloudless climes and starry skies;
And all that's best of dark and bright
Meet in her aspect and her eyes:
Thus mellow'd to that tender light
Which heaven to gaudy day denies.

One shade the more, one ray the less,
Had half impair'd the nameless grace
Which waves in every raven tress,
Or softly lightens o'er her face;
Where thoughts serenely sweet express
How pure, how dear their dwelling-place.

And on that cheek, and o'er that brow,
So soft, so calm, yet eloquent,
The smiles that win, the tints that glow,
But tell of days in goodness spent,
A mind at peace with all below,
A heart whose love is innocent!






_ DIENN _
for you Anja

a different laughter

free as a bird

It is never consistent
the laughter that envelops feelings
shall I put it as 10 levels

the highest being naked to constraints

the lowest being so secretive.

It doesn't matter much
unless we want to be too fussy
within ever expanding life
enveloped within ecstasy.

sweet as a flower

It is the expansion of life
penetrating boundaries
to the limit of sanity
on a plain of paradise
tasting honey, caressing flowers,
playing with heavenly birds in the sky.


.

picture of the week: HORSE RIDING

think it over dear anja...,


Over years
we learn to know more
about each other.

Over years
we explore in depth of details

riding the horse

the tendencies , liking, and  preferences

With him
you cant  just assume
what we have agreed
can be applicable, replicable.

talk about tendencies
I hope you have not forgotten
what had been explored on emotional scale

You did mention  once
about you wishing to ride high
mounting the strongest horse to the sky
as the cliff gets nearer
gasping at every stride
to the horizon, to the edge of time.

I hope you remember about washing plates
by the kitchen sink
and I come in and help
and there we go....
the little secrets.

and with him
you really have to explore
never assume and take things for granted.

you remember about
the way we swim to the shore
deploying strokes after strokes

washing at the sink

laying upside down on the sand
into the depth of morning
and I support you
and the way you support me
as we lay out the route,
the alignment to the nearest shore
and I never a good swimmer.

and how would you lay out the plan?
and as I say, never assume.

would it be best to take steps
as one after another
gauging the level,  mood, acceptance
and the reciprocity.

Shall you....

i will not harm you

I would'nt really know how you feel
about me, and my presence.

I have been around for many years
and had been more than a friend.

Everything that had developed is mutuality
a combined volume of needs and demands
on you and me.

And rest assured
that there will never be any signal
of alarms and alerts on my side
that would harm you in any way.

It's all about seeing happiness developing
as big as the tallest mountain in you.

My happiness rests on that.


Update: (but I am trying to figure out the meaning of 13 August overlaps of id... hmmm intended?.... haha)

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