Once, Twice

I wonder how she had managed

all the way,  a few years ago

with a child she was carrying

and a husband recuperating
from deadly red-green misunderstanding,
once, on a fine Saturday morning

I can read the tiredness 

in the way she moved

but she managed to hide all

and nothing came out through her eyes

and she let her sweet smile walk by

and now is my turn

I just wonder what she feel

as I do my best to lighten her pain

and assuring her

that Lienn and Rienn are alright.

and I can also read
that she understands Lienn and Rienn
will always be in safe hands
but her utmost concern is always about me
how am I coping with work and life.


and yesterday she struggled to hold back the tears.
It must be the sadness being away from the rest,
or happiness that she be will out, Monday morning.

• click >>  accident i never told you.

................. dienn.

MH370 to Beijing

It's sad
very sad.
a tragedy
of 227 passengers
and 12 crews







 dienn/

accident i never told you.

It was a fine morning
quite sometimes ago
before the little one appeared.


It was Saturday
a normal day for  golfing.
There was a junction in Bangi
that I had to take a right turn.

It was green my way
but a car accelerated through his red
and we met in the middle.

Til today
I had a little iron piece
at lower left thigh.
I was off for a month.
Now, it still hurts a little.

I knock myself again

I don't know why

But it happened again

me knocking the glass door

at the airport

hard enough

to bring all flood

to my face