showing up

i just wonder
what's the push factor
that makes her appear
out of a sudden
with congratulatory note.

yes, to a point
she should feel free
and complete.

i am so glad
that she is very happy
with her new addition
a lovely child.



... dienn

rienn

rienn loves to yell out loud

emptying out her little lung

with such energy

and she lets her presence known.
in such dramatic way.

... dienn.

Err

to err
is human

to forgive,
divine.

shifting

new set-up

we are going out of the way
as traffic gets heavier
and jam all over

so it's a bit outskirt
with backdrop of a hill
green all the way.

its our new hq office
not too far.




.... dienn

it's blue after all, our blue ocean.

it was some years ago

while we were raving, always on the go

that we realised it's potential and pitfall

If business is a cake

the share gets smaller

when many come and pick.

Therefore we always look for something different

we become very selective

we welcome breakthrough ideas

anything pioneering in nature.

its niche

its our own

its like taking a dip

into the vast blue ocean.

.... dienn
(i still wear blue shirts)

factoring in business

how would i describe it,
factoring as business tool.

factoring in mathematics
will establish chain of dependence

factoring in business
will create a bridge
to reach to the other end
with financial means in our hand

the feeling is different
depending on which end we stand
as we cross

It's nice to pull people to other side
and I made profit at the same time
it's a new business opportunity
a new approach to help.



... dienn

Oh it's jazzy, pretty you,

Oh
a ride
a Jazz.

hmm......
It should blend well
with your trendy head dress.

i will ride a bigger one
to bring along golf set
on weekends

i will ride a proper one
on weekdays
when occasion is businesslike

i will ride a petite one

the blue mini
when the day is totally mine
to speed and to swerve.





but none is really mine.


.... dienn.

Yahoo Messenger

Without instant messaging through Yahoo Messenger and other services, teens would lose a vital social communications tool, and the rest of us wouldn't have an easy way to send and receive messages quickly from our computers or mobile phones.

While Yahoo Inc. wan't the first Internet service provider to offer free instant messaging, it is one of the Web's most popular IM services. Launched in 1999, Yahoo Messenger has more than an estimated 94 million users who use to exchange instant messages with other Yahoo, Microsoft Windows Live Messenger or Lotus Sametime users [sources: Time Warner and PC World].

Once you download Yahoo Messenger software and complete the Yahoo Messenger sign in, you'll find the service also does a lot more. You can, for example, access contacts and messages anywhere from any Web browser, communicate in any of 40 languages and share photos and large-file Web video.

Before we delve further into Yahoo Messenger, let's take a quick look at instant messaging. What exactly is it? Instant messaging allows you to carry on a conversation with someone else via your personal computer. You type in a message, which then travels in digital form over the Internet from your computer through the provider's server to the other person's computer. Within a few seconds, the message appears in an IM window on the recipient's computer screen. That person reads the message and types back a response. Small, separate IM windows on the screen allow you to carry on conversations with several different people at a time. For more information about instant messaging, check out How Instant Messaging Works.

When e-mail contact isn't fast or convenient enough, Internet users turn to IM. Many teens use IM daily to talk to five or six friends at a time while simultaneously listening to music, doing homework and talking on their cell phone.

Teens aren't the only group found IM handy. This communications tool also works for business colleagues checking details with sales reps on the road, friends trying to find a time to talk at length and mobile phone users who need to check in with the office or contact each other. The number of IM users worldwide was estimated at 461 million in 2007 and is expected to reach 711 million by 2011, according to the Radicati Group, a market research firm specializing in messaging and collaboration technologies.

Rienn...,

she has different look

more of mine

than her sister lienn

or her ummi.

and she loves to cry
as loud as she can
in the middle of the night
waking up everyone
including lienn.

.... dienn.

it's ummi

Turn of events

hooked with expectations

and we get on

a blurry journey

In the beginning,
the steps are cautious

to ensure we are on course

and for now
lienn and rienn bind us
- a big responsibility the little ones never realise.

The package is respect and responsibility
and that will suffice to fill up the space
of knots and ties.

We then end up as friends
within the circle of lienn and rienn.





...... dienn.

open heart

opening heart
no grudges
no ill feelings
accepting all
as takdir

lets move on with today
carrying along yesterdays
and focusing on tomorrows....


... dienn

Understanding her mood

she did mention about certain things
and I tried to figure out
what's all about

and that day she wasn't happy
as I fail to give the required response
and I thought it's Lienn learning time
in fact it's more of mine.

and she is good at letting out
her mind and mood.

.... dienn

listening to her.

she has a lot to say
everyday.

and that's the way
lienn writes her little verbal diary
enriching her sensory faculty
on life and it's melody.

and I am expected to listen
and pay reasonable attention.

..... dienn

Then there are two

exercising fairness

the way she wants it

is to play together

laugh together

with her little sister

I am caught in the middle

to be seen fair to both.

oh lienn, 

who thought you this..,

.... dienn

i wonder why

it caught me by surprise

as she raced up to me
hugging longer than usual

and she said something
which i didn't understand

i sensed her naughty smile
as she slide away



oh, my little one.


.... dienn

phases of life

oh dear
how many phases
do we have to go through
as time moves forward.

and that will include
things within our own plan
and things out of our hands.

but we should take everything
and be thankful
to the tide of events.

and how would we know
the silver linings
over the big sky
the day before.


..... dienn.

health and the modern world.

its saddening to even think
that we harp on sickness
and sell pills to make people better

and in a world of pure business
there is that fulcrum
of creating  balance
of supply and demand.

but then we sell products
for those who have the means
on basic needs and obscure needs

Then people thought
that staying healthy is the norm
pushing sickness aside
as we glide along the biological timeline.

..... dienn

Times are changing

Times are changing
never standing still
and we respond to ever changing surroundings

and it goes to business too
and it goes to growing process too
and it goes to friendships too

and how we adjust accordingly
signifying the truth
about wanting to stay relevant.

and it will bring about almost the same,
either we move reacting
or we keep forecasting.

.......... d i e n n

jog up and down

a fine morning
as i jog a little
and ummi far back
with the kids

and i jog back
to get them

as i always do


.... dienn

and I said "DONT"

it's the promise that i make
over the days......
dont kill whatever that's alive.

as long as i don't cross the boundary of sanity
and how would we imagine
that being alive will cut across all physical state
as solid as a rock and as serene as love itself.


... dienn

Defining WHY and WHY

it's the total sum of steps

taken to arrive

which ever way 

we choose to go.

it's also about the total benefits

either way,

negative and positive

it's also about the aggregate of mood

being happy and it's opposite

as we move on

it's also about accepting

as we measure the appropriateness

on a scale yet to be defined.

finally it's whatever we treasure

that will evolve and grow

as long as we allow.

with the grasp of comprehension.

....... dienn