Once, Twice

I wonder how she had managed

all the way,  a few years ago

with a child she was carrying

and a husband recuperating
from deadly red-green misunderstanding,
once, on a fine Saturday morning

I can read the tiredness 

in the way she moved

but she managed to hide all

and nothing came out through her eyes

and she let her sweet smile walk by

and now is my turn

I just wonder what she feel

as I do my best to lighten her pain

and assuring her

that Lienn and Rienn are alright.

and I can also read
that she understands Lienn and Rienn
will always be in safe hands
but her utmost concern is always about me
how am I coping with work and life.


and yesterday she struggled to hold back the tears.
It must be the sadness being away from the rest,
or happiness that she be will out, Monday morning.

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................. dienn.