sayang

teguhi

suratan takdir ilahi
untuk yang pasti
kekal abadi

dalam pelukan cinta
sesaat tika kau sebut "iye"
waktu waktu ingin mengada
mengulas lalu mengulit dua jiwa
menyerah

ada dua cinta...,
cinta abadi
cinta suratan ilahi





dienn..................

Story of a friend

Eh Lxx, bila nak kawin    

Dad tengah interview calon2



what?




dienn..............................

Terharu...

Masih serupa

rasa yang menjelma

dari satu ucapan biasa

waktu beralih usia

setahun tinggalkan waktu muda

dengan catatan "with love"

dari seseorang tercinta......

dienn......................

hanya sekali

sering aku tatapi foto mu    

sering juga aku terubat rindu
selalunya foto mu nampak mengiring
hanya sekali mengadap kedapan penuh....


dienn....................

lienn and rienn

lienn will always be kaklong

in the way she behaves
and how she looks after rienn

and i have been observing
how she calls adik
in her ways



adiiiiiiiikkkkkk
adik
aaaaadikkk


adik sentiasa faham
cara kakak panggil
dalam bentuk
sayang, manja
marah, 
memujuk
mengarah
memaksa....



as long as they understand each other
it's alright with us.....




dienn..............................

crying...

once i heard you crying

before sun began appearing
when night met morning
when we stopped counting



.................. dienn

stretch out

how would one get up
to get set to new day
do you stretch your hands out
and say things like .... urghhhh.





dienn.....................

feeling it..

I only pour fuel into the little mini
and the bigger ones all by the professional 
because the rise is a bit sharp
I can now see the increase
of petrol as subsidy is slowly lifted




................. dienn

choices

to make life easy

and ours too
we choose the same colour
clothes for the two

they will look at each other
and they smile
because there is nothing to compare
and get jealous about....


and now they start to differ
what they like
because we impose less





dienn.......................

wonderful

And then I tell her as I turn out the light
I say, "My darling, you are wonderful tonight
Oh my darling, you are wonderful tonight"

port dickson

remember you went there
with your part time employer

and you introduce yourself

i kerja partime kat situ"

lagi, lagi....



.... they were expecting surprises..
.... or sensational news.................




dienn........................

filipina

abang,
ni dok terima sms iklan
dari filipina lagi ni...

....)))




........................ dienn

jejantas

that day, one pedestrian walkway
fell down, hitting a few cars
luckily no serious injury...........
over in johor bahru..............





.........................dienn

Eh

abang dah makan?
-------
abang makan apa?
-------

eh, kita macam laki bini ye abang
-------



dienn...............

Lain

she noticed something  

the way he said things

the manja and feeling

between sabah and here.

she said kalau abang kat Sabah, abang lain tau..

dienn........................

their first clear words

if I put melalak aside
and just hear the clear words
I can tell both differ
one chose mamamama...
the other chose dadadada...

their first clear words,,,



dienn........................

Haze

it's getting bad lately, sky is clear but we can see far, its hazy, its blurry. Kids will suffer in such weather condition if they play too long outside.



dienn

a code

I wonder who started declaring it first. Probably him or probably her. I guess both felt the same way, rasa semacam dalam perut dalam dada.......... then he started off with a note i.l.y.

its a code, that both understood so well for years.....

 dienn..............................

The fate1

we can never be sure

what lies far into the future

of what to become with  us

with numerous junctions and turns

put aside the two us first

look at someone close 

shall we refer them as Mr Z and Mdm F

and examine at the change of tide.

i cant claim i know more than you

i can only connect the little dots

that i gather from you

and other dots lying in the blue sky

There must answers somewhere
among the clouds over blue sky
among leaves in the most scary jungle
and probably at the finger tips, our very own.



................................. dienn

surprise

how would you feel

to open a surprise gift box

out of the blue

dienn....................

for her

for her

the little one

dienn......................................................

wind

lovely feeling

to be carried away by wind

and you,
take care
rest and sleep well
and definitely swallow the pills

get well soon

dienn

kelicap

a small bird

with long curvy beak

to push through flowers

to get to the nectar

for a sip

for longevity.

dienn.............................

a song

Way on down south,
Way on down south
London town





a potion of the song
you mentioned once





................................. dienn.

Sacrifice

It has deeper meaning
that goes beyond understanding
A tough thing
painful maturing
sacrificing
enduring
healing
rejoicing


selamat hari raya qurban.




.......................... dienn

dialogue

nak.........

ape?.......

entah.......

antah?

hmmm..................

lintah?

hmmm.................

lidah?

hmmm................

nipah?

hmmm................





......................... dienn.

white earlobes,

At the plantation
with rows of sawit

over in Teluk Intan
really a venture of true grit

It's the scale of investment
so large, scare me off earlier on
but as we scrutinise the business plan
the new adventure is just a slight deviation

There are other things within the plantation
thriving within the rows of palms
there are ferns and orchids
some i had never seen

and they are birds too
either small or large
and I love the sight of white earlobes
we call them ayam hutan.










dienn.........................

midnite

midnite
friday nite
i am thinking of you

dienn................

about love

there must be something special
that it stays and never go away
how can i say that's not real
for it sticks so hard, and it never sway........





................................ dienn
until today.

Welcoming October

I take the measure

safeguarding the treasure

of  me, children and her

I recall the days

as story bears

of some soothing inlays

I see future in multi forms

family, business, community in tandem

bracing ourselves for the worst that might come

It's the threat that's looming

out of political turmoil

grabbing the essence of fair play

who knows it could be late to say sorry

It's the community, truly in great danger

disobeying rules, feeding anger

plunging souls with damned dagger.

And business is dragging its foot

the need to put eggs in many bowls

to ensure relevance to needy souls.

constructions, health services and plantations

remaining as core, requiring aggressions

overlapping tourism as sustainable union.

for me and for you my dear,

it's the direction,  ought to be clear

easing tensions, actions all in full gear

I pray to Allah

may future be bright Insya Allah

for blessed life, full of Barokah

............................. dienn