Sharing a little bit of me.

How come?....

I ask myself

as we make our first million

through collective efforts among comrades

Albert was forever nice

even then, to bring us all down

to the earthly earth

about being righteous and sane.

I was less than perfect then

for limping against many years

of treating emotional pain and scars

myself, my way.

To think about it objectively

I assume full responsibility

that i could easily had gone the other way

being less earthly than i should

and flow along the tides or down the drain.

It falls onto that little signal

that we are made to survive against all odds

as we keep believing in God.

Even being harden by events

I never wish to see such repeats

for I never can confirm 

that I am able to handle myself

within the facade of ownself.
against avalanche of time
hitting again and again.