Mr Z and Mdm I

I sense something
missing
as they venture out
into the depth of forest.



.... dienn

Change Management

so they say,
the only thing that is constant is Change

there is exactness in what Heraclitus had said
and more so in business.

most changes are small
that come and go
and we capture and deal

You remember about Sabah talent management project
I mentioned to you?

That is really something
a new terrain altogether
and we scrutinize every little things
both depth and breadth

when we jump into the cold sea
there is no real surprise
in fact it is as we imagine

except I cant swim....



..... dienn

Oh, Lienn

I have been observing
how easy she swing
from left to right
as she draw with pencil,




... dienn

ummi

after years being together
she had captured the essence
of  my different layering façades.

She had seen
my tantrums in the office
shrieking like angry hawk
and back at home
quiet as  a lonely poet.

she maintains some distance
at the office as much as she can allow
within the boundary of business and professionalism
and she stays easy
as we get on with household chores
of this and that.

and I sense her acute observation
beyond that of little sister's friend
as she grabs both roles of being ummi and wife

I can also see
the slow disappearance of sadness
in her mood and eyes.

..... dienn

Beauty

The quality that gives pleasure 
to the mind or senses 
and
is associated with such properties 
as harmony of 
form or color, 
excellence of artistry, 
truthfulness, 
and originality.




......  tfd

Market Penetration

it's about letting it be known..
to the masses
of it's worthiness
of it's uses
in the most strategic manner
as we create business opportunity
within the wilderness of consumerism

It's a wonder
how supply and demand work
in the new supply chain
of red and blue ocean.

The beauty of it all lies
within the subtlety
of persuasion




.... dienn

They go separate ways

and that is fate

that they figured marriage not working out

that they decided to go separate ways

leaving 2 lovely kids in the middle.

and you know all along

that most issues were left hanging

as they keep exchanging rebuttals

on  points as mundane as anything.

and you remembered

that she had to drive out 

to cool herself down and down

before she come back to home.

Then I assume afters years

of such bouts

scars were left clear and stark.

and they decided to go separate ways...

 and I pray for their happiness

and of course both you and I know

that you have a role to tie

on whatever connection left

at least for I and Z.

...... dienn.

Measuring progress

Its our Lienn
as she grows bigger
as she learns the technique of expression
as she flexes her muscles
as she widens her vocabulary
as she increases her capacity

of words,
verses,
mood
clarity
push and pull
charge and withdraw.

oh, how do I measure the constant change.





...... dienn

Eh, the fish.

The days of kelisa, the gentle swimmer is back.
It's not aquarium as birth place
in fact it's right from Tasik Merah
bought from the locals
where kelisa would be happiest
in their natural habitat.

It sooth my mood
as I sit healing the weariness
with romantic moves
and kelisa must understand by now
we are depending on one another
to connect days
to grease bonds
in togetherness.



.... dienn

pilates salsa yoga

tuning up

muscle

air suam

itu kesukaan

anda

bagus

untuk

kesihatan

TIMANG

that 

little 

joy.

THE YOUNG MOTHER'S VISION

Title:     The Young Mother's Vision
Author: Thomas Cowherd 

I saw a fair young mother sitting,
With a babe upon her knee;
Fast through 'er mind sweet thoughts were flitting--
So it did appeal to me.

Her eyes with fondest smiles were beaming
On that infant's lovely face;
She seemed upon the future dreaming,
And I tried her dream to trace.

While her face with love was glowing,
As her babe looked up and smiled;
Thus I sketched her numbers flowing
Freely forth unto her child:

"Charming boy, in beauty vieing
With the fairest rose I see;
This I need not be denying,
That thou dearer art to me.

"Whilst thou slept, I fell to musing
On thy present happy lot;
And thy future for thee choosing,
Soon all other thoughts forgot.

"Thus I chose at first to paint thee--
Growing up toward thy teens;
No corruption near to taint thee
Passing through thy boyish scenes.

"Then I traced out all the labor
Which I would bestow on thee,
That thou mightest grow in favor
With the Lord, as well as me.

"Next I viewed thy mind expanding,
With the best of knowledge stored:
Light divine, and understanding
Gained from God's most holy Word.

"Years flew by; thou wert approaching
Very near to man's estate,
And, to those, around, wert broaching
Thy deep thoughts, with soul elate!

"Again I saw thee; thou wert coming
To the heights of world-wide fame;
My fears arose, I saw ills looming,
And bid thee guard thy spotless name.

"I looked again, and found thee wooing
Damsel modest, rich and fair;
And wicked men sought thy undoing,
Ere thou wert the least aware.

"But, thanks to God! He did preserve thee--
Gave thee, too, a lovely wife;
For duty this afresh did nerve thee,
Struggling with the ills of life.

"Again the vision passed before me,
But some years had fled away;
Thou hadst been sick, the Lord restored thee--
Children were around at play.

"I saw thy wife and thee were growing
In sweetest chaste conjugal love;
To things of God attention showing,
Fitting you for bliss above.

"The curtain drops: thy smiles recall me
To discharge my duties right;
Rich mercies I enjoy console me
For the loss of Vision bright."

1854.

Endless Love.

The mum

and 

the babies

Endless love, The mum. (credit: eg)

how do you feel?

Oh,
how do you feel
coming home from work,

the little one would smile
and tease you in the way
you could never teach.

The laughter, the cry and the smile
will sum up the mood
and the bond.

and it slowly strengthen
the world of motherhood.



.... dienn

Top-down and Bottom-up, where do we balance the two.

I wouldn't dare to describe the two
in it's whiteness and blackness
and be precise at the same time
which on to use.

I would rather look at the two
as being dependant, very much inclusive
and the two exist in some sort of pendulum
being able to sway up and down
very cyclic, very harmonic.

There are times when things had to be very tight
it's a clear top-down manoeuvre
when the chance appear that requires immediate grab
when there is no seconds to be wasted.

And we fully understand about ideas coming from them
energizing their thinking skills and teamwork
creating some sort of loyalty
greasing the teamwork for better performance.

On hindsight, after years of involvement
where progress and profit matters
we do blend the two somehow
like  melody to the song
like rainbow on the sky

and the ability to switch and sway
over the two approaches
is very much experiential

My dear, their inclusive existence
is a matter of options
and we can never go wrong
if the awareness about potentials and pitfalls
is well rooted.



..... dienn.

what's there to forget

we are the product of happenings
of yesterday and before yesterday
we are what we are today
over routes we had taken

If it wasn't due to yesterdays
we could have been someone else,
beyond our dream and measure
There's no telling what the eventual
going to be..



... dienn

missing you

is it wrong
if i felt
really missing you



... dienn

yey, the first one.

don't forget
the first word
from the little mouth

you can tell stories
when she gets a bit bigger.
(is it a she?)




.. dienn

You remember

the purple dress
you pick up without choosing.

and that is precision.

i suppose you had put it aside
to keep off memories.



... dienn.

yippy, reading time.

i was reading
at a pace she enjoy
and her dreamy eyes
and her wondering mood
complete the setting

a pause longer than usual
will invite her little remarks
"lagi.."




..... dienn

The engineer brother.

oppps....
he is now a lot nearer
setting up office close by
venturing into the depth
of technicalities

everyone is happy
especially his little ones
who had grown a lot bigger



.... dienn

you

the smile
the confidence
the versatility
and the teeth
:)



... dienn

was it?

i cant remember
exactly when we first met
was it two thousand six
somewhere middle of the year



... dienn

showing up

i just wonder
what's the push factor
that makes her appear
out of a sudden
with congratulatory note.

yes, to a point
she should feel free
and complete.

i am so glad
that she is very happy
with her new addition
a lovely child.



... dienn

rienn

rienn loves to yell out loud

emptying out her little lung

with such energy

and she lets her presence known.
in such dramatic way.

... dienn.

Err

to err
is human

to forgive,
divine.

shifting

new set-up

we are going out of the way
as traffic gets heavier
and jam all over

so it's a bit outskirt
with backdrop of a hill
green all the way.

its our new hq office
not too far.




.... dienn

it's blue after all, our blue ocean.

it was some years ago

while we were raving, always on the go

that we realised it's potential and pitfall

If business is a cake

the share gets smaller

when many come and pick.

Therefore we always look for something different

we become very selective

we welcome breakthrough ideas

anything pioneering in nature.

its niche

its our own

its like taking a dip

into the vast blue ocean.

.... dienn
(i still wear blue shirts)

factoring in business

how would i describe it,
factoring as business tool.

factoring in mathematics
will establish chain of dependence

factoring in business
will create a bridge
to reach to the other end
with financial means in our hand

the feeling is different
depending on which end we stand
as we cross

It's nice to pull people to other side
and I made profit at the same time
it's a new business opportunity
a new approach to help.



... dienn

Oh it's jazzy, pretty you,

Oh
a ride
a Jazz.

hmm......
It should blend well
with your trendy head dress.

i will ride a bigger one
to bring along golf set
on weekends

i will ride a proper one
on weekdays
when occasion is businesslike

i will ride a petite one

the blue mini
when the day is totally mine
to speed and to swerve.





but none is really mine.


.... dienn.

Yahoo Messenger

Without instant messaging through Yahoo Messenger and other services, teens would lose a vital social communications tool, and the rest of us wouldn't have an easy way to send and receive messages quickly from our computers or mobile phones.

While Yahoo Inc. wan't the first Internet service provider to offer free instant messaging, it is one of the Web's most popular IM services. Launched in 1999, Yahoo Messenger has more than an estimated 94 million users who use to exchange instant messages with other Yahoo, Microsoft Windows Live Messenger or Lotus Sametime users [sources: Time Warner and PC World].

Once you download Yahoo Messenger software and complete the Yahoo Messenger sign in, you'll find the service also does a lot more. You can, for example, access contacts and messages anywhere from any Web browser, communicate in any of 40 languages and share photos and large-file Web video.

Before we delve further into Yahoo Messenger, let's take a quick look at instant messaging. What exactly is it? Instant messaging allows you to carry on a conversation with someone else via your personal computer. You type in a message, which then travels in digital form over the Internet from your computer through the provider's server to the other person's computer. Within a few seconds, the message appears in an IM window on the recipient's computer screen. That person reads the message and types back a response. Small, separate IM windows on the screen allow you to carry on conversations with several different people at a time. For more information about instant messaging, check out How Instant Messaging Works.

When e-mail contact isn't fast or convenient enough, Internet users turn to IM. Many teens use IM daily to talk to five or six friends at a time while simultaneously listening to music, doing homework and talking on their cell phone.

Teens aren't the only group found IM handy. This communications tool also works for business colleagues checking details with sales reps on the road, friends trying to find a time to talk at length and mobile phone users who need to check in with the office or contact each other. The number of IM users worldwide was estimated at 461 million in 2007 and is expected to reach 711 million by 2011, according to the Radicati Group, a market research firm specializing in messaging and collaboration technologies.

Rienn...,

she has different look

more of mine

than her sister lienn

or her ummi.

and she loves to cry
as loud as she can
in the middle of the night
waking up everyone
including lienn.

.... dienn.

it's ummi

Turn of events

hooked with expectations

and we get on

a blurry journey

In the beginning,
the steps are cautious

to ensure we are on course

and for now
lienn and rienn bind us
- a big responsibility the little ones never realise.

The package is respect and responsibility
and that will suffice to fill up the space
of knots and ties.

We then end up as friends
within the circle of lienn and rienn.





...... dienn.

open heart

opening heart
no grudges
no ill feelings
accepting all
as takdir

lets move on with today
carrying along yesterdays
and focusing on tomorrows....


... dienn

Understanding her mood

she did mention about certain things
and I tried to figure out
what's all about

and that day she wasn't happy
as I fail to give the required response
and I thought it's Lienn learning time
in fact it's more of mine.

and she is good at letting out
her mind and mood.

.... dienn

listening to her.

she has a lot to say
everyday.

and that's the way
lienn writes her little verbal diary
enriching her sensory faculty
on life and it's melody.

and I am expected to listen
and pay reasonable attention.

..... dienn

Then there are two

exercising fairness

the way she wants it

is to play together

laugh together

with her little sister

I am caught in the middle

to be seen fair to both.

oh lienn, 

who thought you this..,

.... dienn

i wonder why

it caught me by surprise

as she raced up to me
hugging longer than usual

and she said something
which i didn't understand

i sensed her naughty smile
as she slide away



oh, my little one.


.... dienn

phases of life

oh dear
how many phases
do we have to go through
as time moves forward.

and that will include
things within our own plan
and things out of our hands.

but we should take everything
and be thankful
to the tide of events.

and how would we know
the silver linings
over the big sky
the day before.


..... dienn.

health and the modern world.

its saddening to even think
that we harp on sickness
and sell pills to make people better

and in a world of pure business
there is that fulcrum
of creating  balance
of supply and demand.

but then we sell products
for those who have the means
on basic needs and obscure needs

Then people thought
that staying healthy is the norm
pushing sickness aside
as we glide along the biological timeline.

..... dienn

Times are changing

Times are changing
never standing still
and we respond to ever changing surroundings

and it goes to business too
and it goes to growing process too
and it goes to friendships too

and how we adjust accordingly
signifying the truth
about wanting to stay relevant.

and it will bring about almost the same,
either we move reacting
or we keep forecasting.

.......... d i e n n

jog up and down

a fine morning
as i jog a little
and ummi far back
with the kids

and i jog back
to get them

as i always do


.... dienn

and I said "DONT"

it's the promise that i make
over the days......
dont kill whatever that's alive.

as long as i don't cross the boundary of sanity
and how would we imagine
that being alive will cut across all physical state
as solid as a rock and as serene as love itself.


... dienn

Defining WHY and WHY

it's the total sum of steps

taken to arrive

which ever way 

we choose to go.

it's also about the total benefits

either way,

negative and positive

it's also about the aggregate of mood

being happy and it's opposite

as we move on

it's also about accepting

as we measure the appropriateness

on a scale yet to be defined.

finally it's whatever we treasure

that will evolve and grow

as long as we allow.

with the grasp of comprehension.

....... dienn

Baby so cute.

A baby so cute, so small,
Everyone around her adores,
And the best part of all,
This little one is yours!


... dienn

George Alexander Louis

Royal baby

just

a week

earlier

 

 

George Alexander Louis

 

 

George

"George" -- the front-runner before the announcement, according to many UK bookmakers -- was the name of Queen Elizabeth's father, King George VI, who reigned from 1936 until his death in 1952. He assumed the throne on the abdication of his brother, Edward VIII. His life was depicted in the Oscar-winning movie "The King's Speech."

 

George I, born in Germany, became king in 1714. He was followed by a line of kings with the same name, including George III, who was known for his bouts of insanity.

 

The name is also a patriotic choice for many in the UK: Saint George, patron saint of England, is known for his legendary defeat of a dragon in the third century. His feast day is celebrated on April 23, (the date also associated with the birth of William Shakespeare, England's most revered writer).

Despite its royal connections, George has humble origins, derived as it is from the Greek name "georgios" meaning "earth worker" or "farmer."

 

Other historical Georges: composer George Frideric Handel (1685-1759), first president of the United States George Washington (1732-1799), and the Pacific explorer George Vancouver (1757-1798). Authors Mary Anne Evans and Eric Arthur Blair also chose George as their pen names: George Eliot (1819-1880) and George Orwell (1903-1950) respectively. 

 

Alexander

This gallant title means "defender of men," from the Latin form of the Greek name "Alexandros." Alexander III of Macedon (356-323 B.C.), better known as Alexander the Great, courageously ruled and conquered many parts of the world before his untimely death at age 32.

 

The name "Alexander" is a feature of the Dutch royal family: Willem-Alexander ascended to the throne after the abdication of his mother Queen Beatrix earlier this year.

 

Other historical Alexanders: English poet Alexander Pope (1688-1744), American statesman Alexander Hamilton (1755-1804), Scottish-Canadian explorer Alexander MacKenzie (1764-1820), Russian poet Alexander Pushkin (1799-1837) and Alexander Graham Bell (1847-1922), the Scottish-born inventor of the telephone.

 

Louis

The name "Louis" originates from the English and French interpretations of the German name Ludwig, which can be interpreted as "renowned warrior."

 

Louis was the first name of Lord Mountbatten, uncle of George's great-grandfather Prince Philip, Duke of Edinburgh, and mentor to Prince Charles. He was killed by the IRA while holidaying in Ireland in 1979.

 

No British monarch has been named Louis, but it is very popular across the English Channel in France, where 18 kings have taken the name from 814 onward. Louis XIV, the Sun King, reigned from 1643 until 1715 and was hailed by many as the greatest monarch of his age because of the growth in French power and the opulence of his court, which included the Palace of Versailles.

Louis XVI was the king of France from 1774 until 1792, when he was found guilty of treason after the revolution and executed in 1793.

 

Other historical figures named Louis: French scientist Louis Pasteur (1822-1895); Métis leader Louis Riel (1844-1885), who led a rebellion against Canada; and Scottish author Robert Louis Stevenson (1850-1894), who wrote "Treasure Island" and "Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde."

 

 

 

 

babyhood.

Congratulations. It will definitely be a wonderful and rewarding experience. All the best.

i told you once.

in such little world
we will get back
to yesterdays
as we prepare tomorrows
and i know
we will laugh
at each other
as we walk
and carry the bag of yesterdays.

za, nak pi Sabah?.., atau nak tunggu segar-segar sikit.

nak pi sabah?

I am alright. Lately ni besi buat perangai.
pandai pula react dengan cuaca. Bila sejuk
terketar kat dalam tulang!!

Abang balik Sabah hari tu. We had dinner with friends.
We talked and discussed. Esuknye jumpa Ketua Menteri,
Abang dan Gilbert...

Now we are entrusted to bring up the young talents.
Big Project, Long Term..... I am enjoying this, to be with
the young minds and open up their hearts.

Za, nak pi Sabah?... atau nak tunggu lepas segar-segar sikit.

Politic

Still
the whole thing is a battle
to win, not to lose.

To them
It doesn't matter
even cheating the whole world
as long as it brings votes.

It's not about the battle
my dear anja.
It's about the healing process
to bring back to the old landscape

when harmony breeds respect.

Lienn, you wanna see?

lienn,

are you ready for surprise?

I, you and she.

you and the little one.

how are you getting on dear.
you
and the little one.

your lovely smile

how can I forget
the lovely smile you have
deep reaching.

sayang.

wonderful tonight

It's late in the evening
She's wondering what clothes to wear
She puts on her make up
And brushes her long blonde hair
And then she asks me
Do I look alright
And I say yes, you look wonderful tonight

We go to a party
And everyone turns to see
This beautiful lady
That's walking around with me
And then she asks me
Do you feel alright
And I say yes, I feel wonderful tonight

I feel wonderful
Because I see the love light in your eyes
And the wonder of it all
Is that you just don't realize
How much I love you

It's time to go home now
And I've got an aching head
So I give her the car keys
She helps me to bed
And then I tell her
As I turn out the light
I say my darling, you were wonderful tonight
Oh my darling, you were wonderful tonight

My sister and I

we listen and don't judge.

Duchess Kate Middleton and Prince William debut royal baby

Kate, William and the new royal prince

Kate, William and the new royal prince

Kate, William and the new royal prince

Someone Like You

Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead

 

 

The day to remember

be happy

Comparing the girl.

Comparing the girl

I thought she is beautiful
a resemblance of beauty in a way
raw and infectious

I would put the forehead as slightly smaller
and hair almost equal
and similar smile about to break

I would put lips as perfect
small at ease and wide with laughter
and the nose has to be different
Yours is authentic.

Anja dear, how's the little one?

anja dear
how's the little one
take things easy
be strong
and take care.

Did you remember, dear?

The setting was a room
the wall is wooden
there was a little potted plant
you were wearing kurung
you had plaster at the left leg.

and please let me know
if you remember such setting.

a little cut

Lienn is watching.

 

Oh, lienn's hand

It's the habit of her mother
to observe the tiny details
to feel the slight changes
within and around her
and Lienn is every inch her mother.

She had finally understood
that life will be merrier soon
and she handles changes well
Lienn doesnt run and hug anymore

She is a lot gentler
She is sharing more
She is adapting
to her sisterhood days.

Life

No regret
everything comes for reason
we don't really know,

No worry
when future that opens up
is not as we plan

No hate
on events that come as arrows
hitting us from all angles
for we can never be hurt
or injured.

We just get stronger
bolder and wiser.

Genting Highlands - malam pertama pengantin baru.

Aku ingin imbau kembali
detik-detik malu dalam mahu
antara kita berdua,
waktu kita setuju
untuk sama-sama mengaku Cinta.

Malam pertama buat kita
pengesahan dua jiwa yang sedia menerima
memberi sekadar mampu
berkongsi hidup bertahun lamanya.

Aku kekal sayang padamu
Aku kekal cinta padamu

Kau masih ingat za sayang?

three dots coming breeZy

Sayang
I saw three dots
as query
to my deleted comments

There are things I wanna ask
but the other side of me
say no, don't do it.

How are you getting on?

softest as breeZe

breeZe

I dont want to change

the beautiful name we know

the softest of sound as breeZe

The softest as breeZe will remain

as I whisper to your ears

as I kiss your wet lips

Sulit dan padam

Sayang,
maafkan
kerana waktu menyapa
disalahertikan menyulit situasi

Sayang
oleh demikian
abang sendiri memadam
dari kekal salah faham.

hanya yang sifatnya fizikal
bukan yang emosional

malam pertama

sayang,
buat pertama kali
kau relakan segalanya
hingga tiada lagi rahsia
antara kita berdua.

ingat sayang?

sayang mengandung

Sayang
kudoakan kau selamat
melalui alam baru
dalam rasa tidak selesa

sayang
yang kau kandung
memang tanda cinta
yang terbina lama.

sayang
yang disebut cinta
sebenarnya tiada titik henti
yang pasti tentang cinta
selamanya kekal abadi.

Aku berikan hadiah
denyutan nadi cinta
dalam alam lain, alam singgahsana
yang hanya kau sorang tahu
erti dan makna.

mengucup bibirmu

aku ingin
mengucup bibirmu
sambil menahan nafsu
dan api cinta

untuk malam
yang ditempah lama
menunggu bulan tiba
menjeling manja
memaut pinggang rampingu
mendakap kedadaku
merasaimu dalam hangat cinta
memberi makna untuk kita
kita sudah bersatu

Anja
bibirmu.

Hari perkahwinan

bukan yang itu aku maksudkan
september yang tinggal sebulan kosong

aku maksudkan yang lampau
waktu kau bersantai lepas penat
aku mengusik untuk lena bersama
sekejap untuk tidak diganggu
hanya kau dan aku
terjurai hujung katil

masakan aku mampu lupa
sedetik hari perkahwinan lampau

baju pengantin

masakan aku lupa
jernih putih bersih
mengasing semalam dan kini
memilik satu menolak satu
dalam renjatan kelapan
hingga kau wajar lupa
bumi terbelah dua
satu yang lalu, dan satu bersatu.

kekasih abadi

terpulang

untuk menitip rasa hati
dalam liang seni
demi sebuah cinta abadi
kekal abadi

terpulang

mengungkap rahsia kelam
memaut dua jiwa meremang
sehari semalam dulu sekarang

terpulang

untuk menyusuri denai cinta
hingga terlupa jalan pulang
bukan waktu itu tiada rahsia
dalam bingkisan cinta pautan derita

terpulang

untuk mengingati sesaat rasa cinta
waktu kita mengira bersama satu hingga lima
waktu kau dan aku sunyi tersua
hingga kita rasa lega terbela

terpulang

untuk mengenangi luahan siang dan malam
untuk sedetik rasa riang bersama
berpeluk dalam api cinta
berdakap dalam ngeri cinta
namun kita tidak terleka
untuk bersua berkucup berpeluk.

september i remember

i remember
september
as the month to ponder
no rain no thunder
did i leave you out in the rain to shiver
did i leave you out in the heat to suffer

are you happy dear?

Genting Highlands honeymoon

does it matter
if it's the first one
or anniversary
or the second time
as long as it's love
a never ending love.

The shoes of lienn

Lienn had learned
about little things in life
for she had really understood feelings
that will change moods in others.

She had learned about anger
and displeasure
She really displayed happiness
when everything else is right.

She is the darling
and lately she is very meticulous
about where to arrange her tiny shoes.

I love you, Anja

anja,
say it once more
that you hate that much
to sell me off to the charity
of welfare.

you never know
of the eventual return
to keep up the promise
that had been solemn once

didn't I say once
we will meet at different time span
a much older couple.

sayang, jarimu

abang tahu jari sayang kecil
lurus halus lembut manja
namun jari itu cergas
menaip, mengemas
laju menghiris bawang

masih ingat waktu kita bercinta
jari sayang satu dicantum dua
dan dalam asyik kita bersama
dalam riang kita bercerita
dalam denyut sedu asyik
sayang selalu sebut
jari sayang kecil.
lalu abang kata "iye"


sayang
jari kecil itu juga
menutup telinga, waktu abang beria-ia
memuji sayang malam dan siang


ingat sayang..

sayang. dengar sini.

Bukan abang berniat tidak baik
waktu memungut baju sana sini
dan membawa kesemua ke mesin basuh

Bukan niat abang mengecil hati sayang
niat abang henya untuk menolong
waktu sayang sarat dan berat

sebenarnya berat lagi mata abang memandang.
fahamilah.

Lienn sudah merasainya

Aku cuba perhatikan

apakah beza keadaan

hingga lienn sedikit tidak keruan

Puas meneka

akhirnya mungkin itu

yang lienn sudah hampir percaya

bahawa ummi sudah kurang masa untuknya.

Bukan salah ummi

kini ummi makin berisi.

Indahnya Malaysia.

Semalam lienn meragam
mungkin dia lemas dengan cuaca panas
mungkin dia rimas dengan perut memulas
tapi perutnya belum pandai degil kerana dia masih kecil

Kami berjalan-jalan
bukan jauh
hanya tepi, depan dan belakang rumah
berjalan kaki ayam dengan lienn.

Ada rumput yang hijau bersiram
Ada pokok yang segar berjaga
Ada buah berjuntai minta dipetik

Lienn tidak mahu masuk
dia mahu main diluar dengan ayah
Diluar tidak ada barang mainan
Diluar hanya ada cuaca dan alam
kurnian tuhan.

Tanggungjawab

Aku tumpah gembira
Dengan semangat tanggungjawab
Aku tumpah gusar
Dengan beban yang besar

Mungkin itu ujian untuk kita
Waktu mahu berpijak dibumi nyata
Yang dihajati, yang dimiliki.
Keduanya ada beza.

Wanting you

Anja

tidak ada satu pun rahsia.

antara kita berdua

tidak ada yang tersekat

untuk dua hati bertaut kembali

kekasih kekal abadi

Sujud

sujud
tafakur
berdoa
untuk segar besarnya
untuk subur hidupnya
dalam perit menanggung
kerana mu, anak...
aku namakan awal namamu Muhammad

Genting Highland

Aku masih ingat pada janji
bahawa disitu akan bersemadi
untuk kita bermain buai dan api
dalam sejuk malam dan pagi

Masih kau ingat?

Suaramu

kedengaran lagi
disebalik sketsa minda
celah duka dan derita
tika aku ingin memelukmu
untuk bertaut jadi satu
waktu aku rindu
disebalik diri dan kalbu

Suaramu
Dalam ghairah kau merintih.

Sayang, cinta abang.

Oh sayang
Abang ingin menagih cinta
yang jernih dan suci
terjalin dulu
belum terputus
walau cinta dilelong
dalam rumah anak malang.

Kerna janji pernah termetri
abang tetap turun dan datang
dalam apa jua situasi

Itu hanya terjadi
sekali
hanya sekali

Kalau itu perlu terjadi
ia datang dengan tanda-tanda yang pasti
walau dicurah api dibakar ngeri
walau hilang jasad tanpa isi
walau tinggal roh yang abadi


waktu itu
hanya ada abang dan sayang.
dan ia akan datang.
mungkin sekali mungkin berulang.

the rhythm.

it was too late
to realise that 255
has more meaning
than just pure numbers.

kasih tak bertepi

bagai laut
dengan ombak kecil dan panjang
menghulur rasa riang hingga ke hujung
mengheret alun lunak ke dasar
bagai cinta
sayang tanpa nokhtah
bagai kasih
melaut tak bertepi.

sayang
itu bicara aku tanpamu
kini

sedangkan
itu lain yang berdetik
waktu kita merangkak
dalam sekam
dalam kelam
dalam cinta siang dan malam.

Putrajaya

Sayang
Aku ingin menemanimu
berjalan dalam taman
berpegangan tangan.

Sayang
aku ingin mengusikmu
untuk mendengar tawamu
dalam pelukan

disitu kita beriringan
berdua-duan
sehari semalam

gadis seksi

itulah  

ungkapan untuk sigadis
yang seksi
yang kekal dalam memori

Foto Anja

anja2

was that your photo Anja,
smiling as sweet as i know you
with your naughty eyes looking at me
hinting as much as you can
what's in your heart and dream

when was that photo Anja
Do you remember Anja
of events and circumstances

It's best to hide
from all eventuality
of secrets we both hold.

malam pertama

malam pertama2

sayang
manisnya wajahmu
waktu menarik nafas panjang
dalam seribu kepuasan

dan kau bisik
dalam kegelapan malam
dalam pelukan cinta abadi
bahawa kau mahu lagi.

oh sayang...
aku hanya mampu jawab, nanti.
lalu aku memelukmu
mengiringi mu
merenangi laut tak bertepi.

Anja yang manja

Manja

Sayang
jangan lupa basuh kaki
untuk tidur malam
nanti bukan semut saja yang datang
lipas pun akan datang merayap.

kepuasan

puas

aku puas
melihat kau terlelap
dalam kepuasan
dengan senyuman
lepas ghairah semalam.

Dadamu

dadamu berombak

Sayang
dadamu berombak
dalam senyum tawa

Apakah
kau juga rasainya
degupan cinta membara

aku rasai degupan cintamu
waktu memelukmu semalam
waktu kau berkata aku cinta padamu
waktu aku mengia aku jua cinta padamu

Bibirmu seksi

bibirmu seksi

bibirmu
ingin kukucup lagi
membelah keduanya
dengan sentuhan cinta
membara
dalam api cinta.

Hatimu

Ingatkah kau sayang

waktu kau merelakan

hatimu diusik

dan 

waktu hati kita bertaut

dalam arus cinta yang lama

dan

waktu itu kita asyik

menerima dan memberi

aku berikan kau harapan

kau berikan aku harapan

hingga kita saling berdakap

bermalam-malam.

Dimanakah hatimu kini sayang.

puisi buat kekasih

sayang
aku ingin mendengar suara mu lagi
seperti lunaknya semalam
waktu kita buka ruang bercerita
kisah semalam, tadi dan dulu

sayang
aku ingin mendengar ketawa mu lagi
seperti riangnya semalam
waktu aku mengusikmu,
cantikmu, pandaimu seperti selalu.

sayang
aku ingin lihat matamu lagi
bibirmu, keningmu, kakimu, pipimu.
dalam dakapan malam.

puisi cinta

cinta dulu
mengusik kalbu
suci dalam debu


cinta kini
mengukir lagu dan seni
kekal abadi

sayang
cinta bukan buta
tika bertentang mata, mengukir tinta, menghubung jiwa.
walau bukan sempurna.



____ dienn.