stretch

I will not stretch just to test

the flexibility

I will not strain the tension to see

if there is reciprocity

I will let through

some beautiful moments

to see stars beyond sky

to feel deeper than the deepest depth.

Priority

To be able

to rearrange things

according to their importance

is  wisdom

cry

as anyone else

I can cry too

The only thing is

I seldom show it

I have been hiding it

I put smile at the lips

and in words

hatred

I try as much as I possibly can

to put aside prejudice

and 

preconceived hatred

before anything

I love to white sheet.

It's the whiteness of things

that will bring us to a solid arrival

of ideas

Scary

I know,

harmless to most

but scary to some

But it's alright.

Lipas won't bite

I knock myself again

I don't know why

But it happened again

me knocking the glass door

at the airport

hard enough

to bring all flood

to my face

economics

a paper you love
is a paper
you thought you can do better.

I wish

I wish life to be so plain
like a pure canvas
that I can look and put pictures
in my mind first, roll and mix
then with a brush and many colours
I will spread them onto the canvas
not for clarity and beauty
but for sincerity and fairness

i wish you by my side
my angels, my sweetest
i wish i could hold your hands
kissing, holding
and we become one.

me

am

 I 

being

 cruel?

waste

how can we say it a waste
when we cherish every second of it
hand holding hand
heart binding heart
loving

and the picture
painted on the sky
doesn't turn out as intended
but clouds will go and form again
it's alright

never, what's happened is a waste

once

I slept
while you still awake
waiting what I am going to say
my dear
it is the tiredness
putting feeling over feeling
laying happiness over happiness
putting love over love
until they become ONE.

a river

There was a river once
beautiful and fresh
spanning from east to west
bringing honey to the sea
and for fish to eat
now river is dark and ugly
when man take nature in his own hand.

to keep going

roll

move

go

rain

its alright

to get wet

a fruit

it was green
now it turns red
so nice and sweet
and I share it with you
again and again
over perpetuity

to live

to live

today and tomorrow

as you sing freely

freeing

singing
serenading
lowing
enjoying

whispering

as soft

as low

a whisper

as free as a bird

simplicity - complexity

kejam

sekejam manusia

tidak mampu bangun

merobek diri sendiri

melukai parut semalam

sekadar untuk kepastian

bahawa darah itu merah warnanya

bahawa darah tetap berhenti mengalir

dan menutup liang-liang luka

demi menjaga keharmonian

supaya hidup ini lebih terjaga, tidak sering terluka

adil

sukar untuk merungkai
erti adil,

sementara hati masih mahu mencari
erti adil dicelah ketidakadilan
adil itu sendiri masih mahu lari

adil yang berlari
adil yang dikejari

adakah adil semalam sama dengan adil hari ini
kenapa adil itu samar, sembunyikan diri
kenapa adil tidak munculkan diri

akhirnya,
kenapa adil harus diadili

mata

melihat dengan mata...

melihat boleh juga dengan hati

waktu memejam mata

meneroka seluruh alam

sambil membawa diri 

dari satu aras ke satu aras

sambil berbicara hati ke hati

hingga diri benar-benar terlelap.

anja, matamu ayu.

sayang

It's sayang,
a word
that carries one meaning
but thousand feelings.
it echoes back and forth
it resonates in a rhythmic manner

Love, a perpetuity .

as we define perpetuity

something that has no end,
then we had found
the reality of love
as no ending feeling.

to look at the sky

it's the vastness

the great height

so high and so deep

beyond, far beyond

our reach and thought.

and it's sweet to kiss the sky

as we set out the limit

on things we want to do...

it'a alright.

window, a little thing in life

a window,
too insignificant to some,
an opening to let air in so soothing.
an opening to view as far as eye can see.

a heart is almost the same
to let in
to let out and to reach out.

life

It's the depth
It's the breadth
It's about the eagle too
Soaring high in the sky