paha

that too
it's alright
dont worry

betis

dont worry
it's alright

the little one

I only have her
to see beyond eyes
to feel beyond senses
as she murmur the first word.

and its her eyes
your eyes
bringing forth the past
to the future.....

describing a thing

sometime we are lost for words
especially when we say something like this

really,really,really hard to explain! Its a 'brand' new to me.....

i wont argue

I wont argue
with fate
putting me within me
shielding sadness from happiness
but i love the little eyes...
because she can never understand

describe it

abang
ni
seni
la.....

susah nak cakap

terkepit

terkepit jari
dipintu....
bukan mengepit

wanting

nak...
nak apa?..
ok...
nanti kejap...
nak kemana..
ada la...

it's not easy

it's not easy
for you
and for me.

stomach

i love
the curve
of your tummy

teeth

early teeth
and she cried
and I have to take her
to the edge of time
and tell her stories
about moon and stars
about an auntie she will never understand.

kejap

abang
nanti kejap

tahi lalat

tanda
untuk
dia
mengenali
kita
dan sebaliknya.

Lebih-lebih lagi
bila tanda itu
lahir atas sebab tertentu.
milik bersama....

hidup

hidup ini
terganggu
jika landasan itu
kita warnai dengan
tangan yang hanya mahu bermusuh

you

I look up at the sky
I see the blueness of blue
I see clouds dancing sweetly
and I see you

the date

7/7/2007
12:38:32 PM

a magic word
appeared

Aja

Macam mana kerja?
Jelas tanggungjawab Aja?
Ada ruang untuk kreaviti?
Ada peluang untuk maju lagi?

sakit

waktu terlanggar
dinding kaca di KLIA

i will be there

i will be there
at 7.30

every morning.
to greet you zeen

atas dan bawah

good combination
blue at the top
red at the bottom
you chose for me

tuala putih

a time
for us
no one else

seluar

like a tracksuit
with string at the top
and i have seen that
too often

being tired

is to
exercise
to the maximum.

delete

even
when it has been deleted
again and again
just to safeguard you
your safety
and your integrity.

there is something
that can't be erased
that stays with me....

the little eyes
understand that
because I keep telling her.

rungut

tu la..
nape abg selalu tinggal...

you like it?

you are so good
at assembling letter Aa
in many forms
short and long
with such ecstasy

Thanks

for spending
long hours
accompanying me
driving and eating...

I was really down then.

aja

it's late
but
as always
one after another.

and you smile

did I

did i sorry
before you ask why
then i say watching a video
and you just laugh...