Tu la..

tu la
abang
suka cakap2
lepas tu....

the voice

sweet
and
confident

the nose

the beauty

the song

it's always
within me
ever and ever.
dealova... remember?

private

what is private
will never be public
as long as I live
what is secret
will never be made known
not within our span of years
forever and ever....

world

it's wide open
for you.....
my zeen

baca sambil lentuk

bukan 

itu 

caranya

dulu

waktu

masa

terhimpun

jadi

satu.......

true

It can never
be so
for the span of time
extending flexibility to breaking point.

But I keep seeing strand of hairs
over sweet lips.
as long as the tiny eyes
keep smiling
as long as I keep reminding her
about  her sweet mama.
about my own za....

love

you thought
it's love
that binds
marriage
my dear......

not necessarily.....
especially in a strong
traditional family
but should we complain....

comforting

how would we put it,
as a response to

"nanti jap..."

I just say

"cepat la.."

always

I sleep
with you
even when
you are
not around....

but you are never around.

tali kecil

it's not for me
and for you
to forget
even if we try

at 8

feel free
to drop by
at 8......

the little hands

yes,
she grabs my hand
in softest touch
seeking something
to cling on to

what do I have to do

to keep
worries
away
from everyone else
as I look at the stars
and talk to the moon.

ummi and mama

One day
She will get the chance
To see mama...
Ummi is whom she has,
Mama is whom she could have
And she will love both
Her ummi and mama...

the little eyes

the little eyes
smile at me,
but I wonder
if she realize
the efforts
i have to go through
putting sadness away
as long as I can...

her mother wont understand
because that's the way its meant to be...
me, looking happy within sadness
again and again.
It's never easy....
But its alright.

masak kicap ayam

just eat
enjoy
and
dont say a word....
can you?

on

sayang
go on
walk on
nothing will hurt you....

and lets look at the number.
magical!!

feel free

darling,
feel free
to come and read

dont

dont throw away the jeans
simply because you want to wear skirts
because jeans will not harm you
today, tomorrow, ever.....

you

you can be
as stern as you wish
but you are the sweetest
as I can see... within me within you.

once

sayang,
nyanyila
..ok.
lagu apa
dealova

it's you

It's you
that is most important
your future
Your happiness
your success
your well being...

purpose

It's a way
to communicate
with you
about your future

It may not be too important to you
but it helps in time of trouble
to view
and form meanings
and put perspective
in the most sensible way...

no need

In the effort to forget
there is no need to read
because in letting out words
I let it out free
as free as your spirit
as free as your hair

inner beauty

its the time
when happiness
spreads to the edge
on infinity

jump

I cant jump
into the river
because I cant swim
but you can....

Not a single day

Not a single day
Not a single minute
I can breath and walk
without you in mind

being singular

it's not the plurality of life
in fact it's the focal oneness
the singularity.
the uniqueness
the one
and one only...