Remembering

a glimpse
of happiness
as you split the hair
into equal halve
and walk along
on a quiet pathway
with me.
the moon will recall
what's said that night.
On the moment of truth.

yesterday

can
never
be
truer
because
tomorrow
is
never
near

colours

I put blue on the table
you put red by the side
I see smile on your face
the slightest
the sweetest.

turn

you turn to a side
and for a moment
i see the sweetness
of you
in a way
I have never seen before.

wavy

it was wavy
as you let it down
flowing over shoulder
the sweetness of you
as I softly push it aside
the softness of hair
wavy in beauty.

The hair

Even the wind
was playful that day
putting strands
over the sweet lips,

and the smile
is within me
forever.

The whiteness

White
as the essence of purity
was portrayed that day
as you nod and bow
as you turn and bend

on the overlap of DAY.

in the crowd

I was in the crowd
watching every mood
and I sense great happiness
and I am alright to a point
seeing everybody else being so happy
and you......

and it doesn't matter much
how I feel
because that is secondary.

Decency

is to protect
what's so sacred
between the two
to cherish
trusting every lines
and every dots
when ever
where ever

Torn

a piece of paper
torn into two
but we can still read
lines after lines
and the meaning remains the same.

hmmm.

nak
mengade.

dont worry about me

Don't worry
I can deal with it,
By hiding sadness with sorrow
And washing scars with rainbows.
.... I am alright.

One day, you will understand..
The abruptness of things.

please

please dont say it
you will make me cry

fullstop

How would we know
It would be best as full stop,
When it appears as comma,
When it evolves into brackets
Holding everything together.

sayang,

It is still WATER
Even when it swims in rivers,
Even when it remains cold in ice
Even when it rises to the sky
Even when it falls as rains
Even when it glides on cheeks as tears.
Its crystal clear....
A source of life, sayang..

inside

Open up
Dissect
And see

shedding tears,

An effort to absorb all sorrows,
Blending gratitude with abandonment,
Not willing to hurt anyone,
But love will hide scars,
And tone up the rest.

being grateful

To gracefully move on
Through moments and events
Without remorse
Without ill-feeling
Without doubt.

love

A part of us
That binds two souls,
Disregarding distance as physical constraint.

A dimension,
That soothes the bitterest pain,
Healing sorrows to greatest happiness.

A perpetual existence
That transcends all odds
Binding permanence into tranquility
To a point of no return,
Until light falls onto light,
Tick upon tick,
Binding yesterday, today and tomorrow,
To limitless timeliness being
So sacred, that even clouds will bow,
Even time will pause
To witness the intensity.

A permanent existence
Within
Inclusiveness.

a tick

Look closely
At the ticking of time,
And try hard
Mentally freezing
The avalanche of time.
There you see time swells,
To bursting point,
Swallowing in everything,
Including time itself,
And the seconds
And the tick.

Come

Come
and see for yourself.
If night is really dark
and day is very bright.
It's within us
to see
and understand
and change black to white.

emptiness

where is emptiness
when zero is still
a number
with certain value
and meaning.....

counting a thousand.

a day
followed
by another day,
we may want to count
but number gets too big
when it reaches a thousand.

mirror

I look at mirror
And see horror.
I look beyond
And hear oath sworn.
I look out
And see clouds
Dancing naked
With rainbows....

rewind

How can we rewind
And put Death before Birth.

it's aja

A little knock
Wakes the sleeping of night.
And put sense back to where
It was million days ago.
And the answer comes
Slow but sure
Is it you Aja....

moonlight

Shadowy,
Shielding beauty
To a point
Before sunlight
Kills beauty
And the naked truth.
I kiss the moonlight
And sleep with Beauty
Until truth opens up
And bare all secrets.

sun

It goes down
Just to return
The next day
With equal intensity
And zest...

return

To get back
Is to follow the route
Taken before.
But the signs
And landmarks may change.
Coming back may take longer.

imaginary line

It's always there
.. To get
.. Everyone
.. In control.

going beyond.

we don't generally
.. set out to create
.. complications
.. but as issue heaps
.. upon issue,
.. mind will deal with matter.

vehicle

is
to
take
us
to
the
destination.

respecting

the view
the feel
the rights
the choice
the future

inclusiveness

taking
in
most
things,
to put colors and all shades
to give meanings

helping hands....

to help

be brave

A virtue,
to be brave,
facing the big wide world.
..

the light.

The first candle
giving
out the most beautiful light,
should be ready for second light.
I know
You can handle second one better.
Good Luck...

staircase

To go up
and to get down.

smile

How can flower smile
as bee race to eventual death
within a day.
of friendship.
Nectar for pollination.

point of no return

The nakedness of truth
is as seductive
as the secret itself.

getting ready

The craziness to see stars
at the peak of daylight.
Just for a second,
For an hour
Eternity of time.

The river.

Come to me, cry the river,
the clearest of water
Will wash away doubts...
even pebbles will clap,
serenading the nakedness
of truth about to appear.

out there.

The truth is always out there.
With sun above,
And rain washing away secrets.
With clouds shading ecstasy
from anything else.

lalang

Lalu lalang menangis
Sambil meratap.
Kenapa aku dibakar
Sedang aku berkurun menutup bumi
Dari gersang terhakis.

being artistic

I put z at the last page,
Then I flick to the front
And write letter a.

I will put the rest of letters
in the middle.
For melodic sentence.

relating..

One exists on the premise,
That for some level of equilibrium,
Co-existence has to be tolerated.
For better or for worse.
Didn't I tell you
About climbing the sky
To paint it blue.
About diving into the sea,
To create ripples.
About hiking up mountains,
To paint them green.
Now, I still have some colours left.

I won't let them dry up..

stars.

I was looking at the stars.
Counting them.
Talking to them.
Asking if
I deserve a place.
Somewhere
Away from the limelight
Away from the blinding light.
Away from the glitters.
Of apparent stardom.
Should I rest somewhere
For a shade
With only
Naked truth
As friends.
Among mankind of today and tomorrow

a window

an opening to see things.....
So the date is 10.10.11
Such a nice number for a new window.
I will be somewhere there...

A help

It's
life,
to help
and
be helped.

not to worry

My presence
should not be
a cause for alarm.

I may not be the best person
on earth.
But I appreciate
the intricacy of life.
About failing and succeeding.
About doing good to mankind
About being friendly with the earth.
About being objective with life.
About helping out as much as I can.
About being responsible to society.
About being responsive to the rule of supply
and demand in economy.

But I could have given more.....

how can I forget.

About the strand of hairs blown by the wind.
About the green mark at the shirt.
About migraine disturbing econs paper.
About calls from filipina
About intense feelings
About a call in middle of sleep
About documents left in the hall not lost
About bugs choice to bite.
About monkeys and cows chasing.
About apparent first sem failure.
About excitement behind debates.
About purple kurung
About ambition and commitment.

And now 10 10 11 is coming, to make it
even more memorable.

yesterday, today , tomorrow

They are saying these:-

-Truth is yesterday
-Today is truth about to appear
-Tomorrow is truth fairly uncertain.

A help

It's life,
to help
and be helped.

nothing to worry.

Every one will be happy for you...

The fact that I will be there somewhere in
the crowd, should not be a cause for alarm.
Didn't I tell you about coming to the convo?
Yeah, but I know how to behave. Don't worry.
Be yourself, natural and sweet.

Now

is
here.
And 10.10.11 is also NOW
Depending on where you stand in a long timeline.
Please.., don't worry about anything else, it's
you that's most important
-I will be somewhere within the massive crowd, as
promised years ago.

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